Saturday 4 January 2014

Getting a Babysitter for the Summer 6


Chapter 22.

Mike the Knight was just ending on the TV when Michelle started to move around.  I pulled her up and I moved down a little. I placed my hand on her bottom and started to pat it. A few minutes later, Michelle picked her head up off my chest.  She looked at me with her pacifier still between her lips.

"Did you have a good nap?" I asked sitting back up and letting her move out from beside me.

Michelle looked around, first at the TV then over at Nana, who was still reading her book.  I leaned into her, reached out and touched her leg.  I thought she might spit out the pacifier right away, but she just leaned back against the couch staring at the TV.  I think someone might like her new pacifier.

Nana looked up from her book and seen Michelle sitting up.  Nana put her book on the table and got up out of the chair.

"Someone had a nice nap, didn't they." Nana said walking over and sitting beside Michelle.

Nana reached out and placed her hand on the front of MIchelle's shorts and pressed her hand into it. She then moved her hand down and put two fingers underneath her shorts and into Michelle's diaper.

"I think you need your bum changed sweetie. I will be right back." Nana said getting up and walking towards the stairs.

Michelle reached down and felt her diaper. She squeezed it a few times.  Michelle then closed her eyes and seem to suck harder on her pacifier.  I sat and watched her figure out that she had wet her diaper with out even knowing it.

Before Nana had gotten back down from getting the bag Mom had sent with us, Michelle pulled her pacifier out and looked at it.  She turned to me and said, "How did I get this?"

"You feel asleep sucking on the bottle and Nana thought you should not be sucking on juice while you slept.  It's not good for your teeth.  She replaced the bottle with that."

Michelle looked over at the coffee table seeing her almost empty bottle of juice.  She looked back at me with a few tears starting to run down her face.

I leaned in and said, "It's ok. This will be all over by tomorrow."

I heard Nana coming back down the stairs.  She came around the edge of the couch and held her hand out.  Michelle sat there not moving. Nana set the bag down and grabbed Michelle's hand and pulled her up off the couch.

"Come on honey we need to get you out of that wet diaper."

Nana picked up the bag and walked Michelle to the door at the end of the basement.  I got up and followed.

Once I got through the door I  found a big bedroom.  It had a bed, dresser and change table all in pink.  There was pink carpet, pink walls, pink everything.  I had never seen so much pink in my life.

Nana picked Michelle up with some effort and set her on the change table. She took Michelle by the ankles and moved her around so she was sitting in the middle of the table. Nana had her lie down and then pulled a strap over her stomach.  Nana then turned and saw me standing there.

"You should go potty Sarah."

"I don't need to go." I said looking around at all the pink.

"You are going to try." Nana said walking past me and coming back carrying the potty chair.  She set it down in the middle of the room, came back towards me and pulled me over to it.  She pulled down my shorts and training pants.

"Be a good girl and try and go potty for me, Ok."

I sat down and to my surprise started to pee right away.  I looked up at Nana hoping she could not hear my pee hitting the plastic again, but she turned after taking Michelle's shorts off and said, "Good girl Sarah. Two gold stars in one morning."

I sat there pouting. Feeling like a toddler who, if Nana had not have had me sit on the potty would have had wet her  trainers.  I did not think that I had to go, why did I not know. I must be to wrapped up in watching Michelle, I just did not pay enough attention I thought.

Michelle still had her pacifier in her hand when Nana pulled the tapes off her diaper, pulled it down and looked at it.

"What a wet little girl you are." Nana said taking a hold of Michelle's ankles and lifting them and her bum off the table. Nana took some baby wipes and started to clean her up.  She set the baby wipes inside the diaper and pulled it out from under Michelle.  Nana let her legs and bum back down on the change table.

Nana looked under the change table, then reached under and pulled out one of many  diapers  that were stacked there. . She unfolded it and I could tell from the picture of Elmo on the front they were pampers. Nana lifted Michelle's legs up once again and slid the diaper under her.

"We might as will use these up. I will not be needing them for my granddaughter anymore." Nana said letting Michelle's legs back down.

I would think it must be  hard for 17 year old Michelle to hear that Nana's three year old granddaughter was not needing the diaper that was now under her bum.  I  know I did not like hearing it, sitting on a potty chair with my training pants down around my ankles.

Nana took the bottle of baby powder and sprinkled a good amount on MIchelle.  She rubbed it all over.  She brought the diaper up between MIchelle's legs and taped up each side..  Once Nana had her diaper taped up, Michelle picked her head up and looked down at the diaper.  I think when she saw Elmo smiling on the front of her new diaper she could not take it anymore, because she started crying and saying, "No please no. I don't want to wear this."

Nana just  smiled and said, "It's ok sweetie these will work just fine for you. Don't worry."

Nana then took a hold of MIchelle's hand that she had the pacifier in and pushed it up towards Michelle's mouth.  Once she got it close Michelle opened up and then  closed her lips around it.

I sat on the potty chair watching MIchelle take the pacifier back into her mouth and I could see it moving. She must have been sucking hard on it for it to move as much as it was moving. I think Michelle has found a new friend in her pacifier.

Nana turned to me and said,"Are you all done going potty?

"Yes" I said blushing.

Nana took a couple of baby wipes and walked over to me. I spread my legs so she could wipe me. I stood up and pulled my training pants and shorts back up. Nana went and put the baby wipes on top of Michelle's used diaper.  She then undid the strap that was holding MIchelle down on the change table and  slid her legs around so they were hanging over the edge of the table.  Between Michelle's legs now was Elmo's smiling face.

Nana helped Michelle down from the table and she stood facing me sucking hard on her pacifier.  MIchelle looked more like a toddler then ever.  Standing in her pampers, tears running down her face nursing her  pink pacifier.

I walked over to Michelle bent down and hugged her. MIchelle hugged me back resting her head on my shoulder. I really wanted to pick her up, but I did not think I would be able to hold her. I whispered in her ear, "You are fine, don't cry."

Nana was holding Michelle's shorts in her hand and said, "Its warming up nicely outside would you girls like to go and play? There is a swing set and playhouse out there."

I pulled away from Michelle and looked up at Nana and said, "Sure, we could use some fresh air."

I took Michelle's hand and started walking towards the door.  I seen Nana folding Michelle's shorts and sitting them on the change table.  I was not sure Michelle would leave the room without her  shorts covering her baby diaper, but she followed along beside me waddling a little, but not as much as earlier this morning.

We got out of the bedroom and close to the stairs with Nana following along.  Nana then said, "I will take your drinks up and get you some more." turning and picking the sippy cup and bottle off the coffee table.


We made it up the stairs and I stopped at the top. I noticed the big mirror to the left.  I did not want Michelle to see herself, so I quickly turned right towards the sliding glass door leading out to the back yard.  I let go of Michelle's hand and said, "I will go get our shoes. Just wait here."

I turned and started walking to get our shoes. I took a few steps and then I turned back and looked at Michelle.  She was standing looking out the patio doors with her hands hanging down at her side.  Her t-shirt did not even come close to coming down to  the top of her diaper.  A smaller picture of Elmo on the back of her white with blue and yellow trimmed diaper,  looked so cute on her.. The diaper looked like it was made for her. Nana's granddaughter must be a bigger girl, and before she was potty trained was wearing size 7 diapers. I had seen many size 7 diapers at the daycare, I never imagined they would fit so good on a 17 year old.

I smiled turning back around to get our shoes.  Nana was filling up the sippy cup and bottle in the kitchen to my left. I got Michelle's flip flops and my running shoes. I brought them back to the patio doors and set the flip flops down in front of Michelle, who was still looking outside with her pacifier moving between her lips.

"Step in," I said to Michelle while I slipped my shoes on.

Michelle put her feet into the flip flops and I opened the patio doors.

"I will be out in a second girls." Nana said from behind us.

We walked out on a raised wood deck with steps leading down  to the backyard. It had warmed up a lot since we had walked over here from my place earlier.   The yard was fenced all around and there was a swing set attached to a playhouse with a yellow slide in the corner of the yard.

I took Michelle's hand again and we walked down the stairs to the grass.  MIchelle stopped as soon as we got to the grass and looked down at herself.

"I can't be outside like this Sarah. Please, I look like a little kid." she whined.

"No one is going to see you. Lets just get some fresh air and then we will go back inside." I said, pulling her towards the swing set.

I pulled her along to the swing set and turned her so she could sit on the seat.  Michelle sat down, took a hold of the chains  and I went behind her and started to push her in the swing.

Nana had come out and sat in a chair on the deck.  She held up the sippy cup and said, "I have your drinks here if you get thirsty." I never looked up, I just kept pushing Michelle on the swing.

MIchelle just sat there at first , but after a little she started to swing her legs back and forth.  I pushed her higher and I think I heard her giggle from behind the pacifier still in her mouth.

"See this is not so bad. We might as well have some fun." I said pushing her higher and higher.

I heard her giggle a few more times when I pushed her so high the chains would  make  the swing seat bounce. I smiled thinking how much fun I was having pushing this girl who is 4 years older then me, but looked ten years younger, wearing a t-shirt and baby diaper, nursing a pink pacifier.


Chapter 23.

I stopped pushing Michelle on the swing and I said, "Come on lets go down the slide."

I took Michelle's hand and walked her over to the steps going up to the playhouse.

"You go up, I will wait for you to slide down."

Michelle climbed the stairs and got to the top of slide.  I stood down at the bottom.  Michelle stood with her pacifier still stuck between her lips looking all the more like a little girl playing in the playhouse.  Michelle sat down on the top of the slide.

"Come on baby, I will catch you." I said holding my hands out.

MIchelle made her way down the slide, she came a little faster then I thought she would and ended up landing on her diapered bottom on the ground. She looked up at me, pulled out her pacifier and said, "I thought you were going to catch me?".

Both her and I started to laugh. I reached my hand out and lifted her back up to her feet.

"Sorry baby, I didn't think you would come down that fast. Try again. I will make sure I stop you this time." I said directing her back to the stairs.

Michelle, to my surprise popped the pacifier back in her mouth and climbed the stairs again.

I lost track of how many times Michelle  went down the slide. I didn't  think a 17 year old could have so much fun going down a slide made for a toddler,  but she just kept running back to the stairs after she slid down the slide. It was not until Nana called down to us, "Come on girls, its lunch time." that I realized we had been outside playing for a long time.

I let Michelle go up the slide one more time. I noticed when she was climbing the stairs that her diaper was now sagging between her legs pretty good.  She must have really wet it in the last few minutes for it to sag like it was. Michelle came down the slide one last time. When she got to the bottom I stopped her then took her hand and said, "Come on. We better go in for lunch."

We walked back to the stairs heading up to the patio. I let Michelle go first so I could watch her walk up the stairs in her sagging pamper.  I reached up and felt her diaper, without her even noticing. It sure was wet, not that I really had to feel it to know.  We got up to the patio door, I opened it up and we walked in.

Nana was in the kitchen when we walked in.  I knew it would not be long for her to notice  Michelle's diaper drooping between her legs.  Sure enough as soon as Nana looked up at us she said, "Sarah can you stay there for a second? I will go get another diaper for MIchelle."

Nana walked towards the downstairs and Michelle looked down at her sagging diaper. She reached down and touched the front of it.

"It's ok sweetie. We were having fun playing, accidents happen." I said.



MIchelle just  stood there looking down at her very wet diaper, until Nana came back carrying a diaper, wipes and change pad.  Nana laid the change pad on the floor and said, "Come over here MIchelle. We need to change that diaper before it burst."

I took Michelle's hand and walked her over to Nana.  Nana pulled her over and had her lie on the change pad. Nana pulled the tapes away from the front of the diaper and pulled it down between her legs.  She took some wipes and wiped her private part, then took her by the ankles and lifted them up and wiped all over her bum.  Nana put the used wipes in the diaper and pulled it out from under her bottom.  Once Nana rolled up the diaper she said, "See honey, these diapers work just fine. If they could hold that big pee pee you did, they should stand up to anything."

Nana unfolded the new pamper, took her legs again, lifted them up and placed the diaper under her.  She let her legs back down, pulled the diaper up between her legs and taped it up.  Nana helped Michelle stand up, then folded the change pad up.  She picked up the used diaper and stood up. She turned to me and said, "Do you need to go potty Sarah."

"No"

Nana walked over to me carrying the used diaper and change pad in one hand.  She reached down and felt the front of my shorts.

"Did you have an accident we'll you were playing?"

"No Nana. My pants are dry." I said thinking that I had to check myself to make sure that my pants were indeed dry.

"Good girl. Are you sure you don't need to go potty before we sit down for lunch?"

"No. I am fine Nana."

"Lets get you two up to the table and I will bring over your lunch then." Nana said taking MIchelle by the hand and leading her over to a booster seat that was sitting on one of the chairs at the table.

"Sorry sweetie, I know you have a highchair at your house. Do you think you can be a big girl and sit in this for lunch?" Nana said  helping Michelle into the booster seat then pushing it up to the table.

I sat down beside Michelle. I  reached out and took a hold of her pacifier.

"It might be hard to eat with that in there." I said smiling at her, taking the pacifier out and setting it on the table.

Michelle never said a word once i pulled out her pacifier, I am not sure if she had had it in there for so long, she forgot that it was even there.

Nana came back over behind Michelle and placed a yellow bib over her head. She pushed it down so it was between the table and Michelle. Then Nana went behind me and pulled a pink bib over my head.

"I don't need a bib." I said looking down at the front of it seeing the words printed on the front. "I only look like an angel"

Nana either did not hear me or did not pay any attention to me, because she just walked back towards the kitchen.

Nana came back carrying to bowls filled with kraft dinner.  I must have not seen her go in from watching us to make this.  I guess I was having to much fun watching Michelle play on the slide to notice. Nana set one in front of MIchelle and the other in front of me. She pulled set a purple rubber spoon beside Michelle;s bowl and a pink rubber spoon beside mine.

"Eat up girls before it gets cold."

I took the toddlers spoon in my hand and dug into the kraft dinner.  I can see why Michelle had a hard time using the spoon this morning. You could not put to much on the spoon and it seemed like it was going to take me all afternoon to finish lunch.

Nana brought over my sippy cup and Michelle's bottle, both filled to the top.  Michelle was eating away and I think had eaten more then I had.  She did have a little down the front of her bib and I didn't, that is  until the next spoon full I brought up to my mouth and some fell off, landing right in the middle of my bib. Nana would for sure not let me eat again with out having to wear a bib.  

It took some time but we finished up lunch. Michelle picked up her bottle and with both hands held it up and started nursing it.  Nana came over with a cloth and wiped Michelle's face and hands, before turing and doing the same to me. She pulled my bib up over my head and said, "Nap time girls."

"I don't take naps anymore." I said turning my head around so I could see Nana.

"Well, you are going to take one today. You can sleep in the bed and I will put Michelle in the playpen. I found out last night that you two will just get in trouble if you are in the same room."


Michelle looked at me, still sucking away at her bottle. I thought if I put up a fight about having a nap, then for sure MIchelle will, so got up out of the chair and said, "Ok Nana."

Nana pulled Michelle's chair out from the table, helped her down, then picked up her pacifier off the table.  We walked towards the downstairs. Michelle was carrying her bottle with Nana holding her hand.  I walked down the stairs first and when I got to the bottom I stopped beside the playpen.  Nana got Michelle in the playpen with little effort. She took a blanket and then said, "Ok sweetie lie down for me."

Michelle sat down and put her bottle back in her mouth.  Nana put the blanket over her legs and said, "You finish your bottle then and I will come back after I get Sarah in bed."

Nana took a hold of my hand and we walked to the bedroom.  We got up to the bed that Nana had to take the side rail off, before pulling the covers back.  I sat up on the bed and Nana pushed me back. She grabbed the top of my shorts and pulled them down around my ankles. Nana then took my training pants down.

"What are you doing." I said after she pulled my training pants down.

Nana walked over to the bag Mom had sent along with us.  She opened it up and pulled out a diaper.  Nana walked back carrying the diaper.

"I don't need that." I said loudly.

"I am not taking a chance of you leaking through those training pants. So you are going to wear a diaper for your nap."

"No I don't need a diaper." I pleaded.

Nana just set the diaper beside me. She finished pulling my shorts and training pants off.  Nana picked up the big diaper and unfolded it.

"Lift up your bum." Nana said holding the diaper in front of me.

I did not want to move. I did not want to wear that diaper.

"Please Nana, I don't need to wear a diaper. I won't wet the bed. Please."

Nana just took my ankles and lifted my legs in the air.  I was surprised how easy she lifted them up, even with me trying to stop her.  Before I knew it she was letting  my bum back down on the thick diaper.  Nana pulled the diaper up between my legs. When she did it pushed my legs apart.  She pulled it up above my belly button, flatten it out and taped one side then the other.  These diapers had 3 tapes on each side.

"Ok under the covers please."  Nana said pulling the covers further down and holding them up.

I moved up to the pillow and put my legs down under the covers.  Nana pulled the covers up over me and said, "I will come and get you. I don't want to hear you out of this bed until I come to get you."

I closed my eyes and turned my head away form her.  Nana walked out and shut the door behind her.

Here I was having to take a nap in the afternoon wearing the thickest diaper I have ever seen.  My legs wear pushed so far apart and I could not bring my knees together.  I can  see why Michelle had a hard time walking over here this morning. I did not even have the diaper inserts in my diaper, that Mom had put in hers.

I was trying not to think about the diaper that was around my waist but every time I moved I could hear it crinkle. It sounded like I was lying on a plastic bag.

Chapter 24.
 
I was not really tired and was sure I could not sleep. I did not like the thick diaper that was between my legs.
 
I started to think about how Michelle had been acting all morning.  She had wet her diaper twice and not once did she ask or even hint that she needed to pee.  Since her nap she as only taken her pacifier out twice and once was to eat lunch.  She seems to drink from that baby bottle like she had been doing so for years.  I know she is scared of the potty, since I hypnotized her, but to just wet her diaper like she did, there has to be something else going on with her.  Sure I told her to go along with what ever happened today, because I told her I could get  Mom to take her out of diapers and treat her like a teenager, but to just start acting like a 2 year old, I was confused.  I was happy, but still a little confused.
 
"Come on Michelle we need to change your bum." 
 
I opened my eyes and seen Nana helping Michelle up on the change table. I was looking through the safety rails on the side of the bed.  I was not sure how long it had been since Nana had put me to bed. 
 
Michelle had her pacifier in her mouth again, lying on top of the change table letting Nana change her diaper for the third time today. I reached down to feel the diaper that I was wearing to see if It was dry. I closed my eyes as soon as I touched it because I could tell it was soaked. 
 
No way. How did this happen. How am I going to get Michelle to think I can get her out of diapers, when I can't even keep my own diaper dry.  I laid there listening to Nana change Michelle's diaper knowing Nana was soon going to be getting me out of bed and find me in my wet diaper. 
 
"For someone that said they don't take naps, you sure did sleep for a long time." Nana said taking down the safety rail on the bed.  
 
Nana pulled the covers back and stuck two fingers between my leg and the diaper. 
 
"Come on lets get you out of that wet diaper Sarah. It's a good thing I put you in a diaper for your nap, isn't it?" 
 
I just laid there not wanting to admit that she was right, putting me in a diaper for my nap that I should not have had to take in the first place.  
 
Nana pulled my legs around so that they were hanging off the edge of the bed.  She went and got the box of baby wipes from the change table Michelle was still lying on.  Nana came back over and pulled the six tapes off the front of my diaper.  She pulled it down between my legs and said, "I don't think your training pants would have held that Sarah. Maybe I should have used one of those inserts your Mommy sent. I for sure will next time. This must be close to leaking."
 
It did not feel that wet.  I picked my head up so that I could see if she was just making it sound worst then it was.  I could not believe how wet the diaper looked. No way I could have peed that much and not even know it.  I put my head back down and closed my eyes trying to think of how I could have fallen asleep in the middle of the afternoon and wet my diaper so much.  Sure I had juice at lunch and did not use the bathroom before Nana put me to bed, but I did not even feel the need to pee.  I have been dry for months. 
 
Nana started to wipe me with baby wipes. 
 
"Lift you bum up please Sarah." 
 
I lifted my bum up so Nana could pull the diaper out from under me. She rolled up the diaper and placed it in the diaper pail beside the change table. Nana came back over to me and had me stand up.
 
"Maybe I should be putting you back in a diaper, but I will let you wear your training pants since you did not have an accident all morning." Nana said picking up my training pants and holding them out for me to step into. 
 
I stepped into the training pants, thankful that she was not going to diaper me.  She pulled up the training pants and then turned to get Michelle off the change table.  Nana undid the strap that was across Michelle and helped her down. Michelle stood in her diaper still sucking away on her pacifier.  Nana took her hand and then mine and walked us out of the bedroom.
 
"Can I get my shorts." I asked looking back at my shorts that were on the ground beside the bed.
 
"We are not going anywhere. You will fine with out them." Nana said taking us over to sit on the couch.
 
Nana turned the TV on, on the same channel as this morning.  Michelle and I sat back close to each other and watched TV.  I was sitting watching cartoons in nothing but training pants and shirt. MIchelle was sitting in her baby diaper and shirt sucking away on her pacifier. 
 
"I will go get you girls a drink." Nana said walking away back up the stairs.
 
MIchelle never said anything to me. She just sat there watching Sponge Bob Square Pants on the TV. Nana came back down handing me my sippy cup and Michelle her bottle. MIchelle instantly took her pacifier out and put the bottle in her mouth. I took a few drinks from my sippy cup and hoped Mom would get here soon.
 
I looked at my sippy cup. I had drank most of it sitting watching TV. I leaned forward to put the cup on the coffee table and when I did I felt my bladder let go. I leaned back as quick as I could but it was to late. As much as I tried, I could not stop from wetting my training pants.  I looked over at Nana who was reading her book.  She never looked up from her book. I sat there wondering what to do. It was to late to ask to use the potty and if I did Nana would surely notice my wet training pants. So I just sat there in my wet training pants, praying Mom would come any second and take us home. 
 
It was not long and I heard someone coming down the stairs.  I looked over the back of the couch and seen Mom rounding the corner of the stairs.
 
"Hi Heather. I rang the door bell, but I guess you could not hear it down here." Mom said walking up to the side of the couch.
 
"Oh Hi Kim. Sorry about that I was enjoying my book and no I never heard the door bell."
 
Mom looked over at Michelle and I and said, "How are you girls doing. I hope you behaved for Mrs Walker today."
 
Nana got up out of the chair and stood beside Mom.
 
"They were very well behaved today. They had lots of fun playing on the playground outside, didn't you girls."
 
Michelle and I just nodded are heads, neither of us said anything.
 
"KIm could I talk to you for a second in here." Nana said walking towards the downstairs bedroom.
 
"Sure Heather what is it." Mom said following Nana into the bedroom.
 
Once they were in, Nana shut the door.  I could here Nana's voice but I could not make out what she was saying.  
 
They seem to have been in there for a long time and never once did I hear Mom say anything. It seemed Nana was talking the whole time. When they came out of the bedroom Nana was holding Mom's hand. Mom look different. She had a strange look on her face. It was one that I had never seen before.
 
Nana let go of Mom's hand and went back into the bedroom. She came out carrying the bag that Mom had sent with us and a whole bag of pampers. 
 
"Kim I found this bag in the closest. I forgot I even had them. I had them for my granddaughter but she does not need them anymore, so you might as well take them for Michelle. They seem to fit her really good." Nana said handing the two bags to Mom who just stared blankly at Nana.  
 
"Kim are you ok?" Nana asked.
 
Mom finally blinked a few times and said, "Oh sure. I am fine. I just was daydreaming I guess." 
 
"I will come over early again tomorrow to help you get the girls and yourself ready ok." Nana said with a smile.
 
"You don't have to Heather but it sure was nice of you to come this morning. Made it a lot easier."  
 
"No problem dear. I don't mind." Nana said then turing to MIchelle and I. "Come on girls time to head home."
 
I did not want to move. I was not really sure how much I had peed in my training pants. I was sure hoping they had not leaked on Nana's couch.
 
MIchelle slide down from the couch, set her bottle on the table and put her pacifier back in mouth.  I got to my feet slowly and turned to look at the couch. No wet spot, good. Nana picked up my sippy cup and Michelle's bottle off the coffee table.
 
"Kim do you have a bottle at home. MIchelle seemed to really like this one. Didn't you Michelle?"
 
Michelle looked up at Nana and nodded "Yes". I could not believe MIchelle would say yes. She is not making a very good case to want to be treated like a teenager. 
 
Mom never said anything to Nana she just let her put the bottle in the bag. Nana then took our hands and walked us up the stairs.  Mom followed behind carrying the bag and the bag of pampers.
 
Nana let go of our hands and walked to get our shoes that were at the back patio door.  She returned setting mine in front of me and MIchelle's in front of her. Before Nana stood back up from putting the shoes on the floor, she reached out and touched the front of my training pants. 
 
"Oh honey did you have an accident."
 
I looked down not wanting to admit that I had indeed wet my training pants. But when I did look down I realized that I did not have my shorts on. Was I going to walk back home with my training pants in full view. 
 
Nana turned to Mom and said, "Here let me get one of those diapers from the bag. I will go down and change Sarah and just bring her over in a little bit."
 
Mom was looking straight  a head and never moved when Nana spoke to her.
 
"Kim honey, did you hear me." Nana said getting a diaper out of the bag.
 
"Yes. Yes that's fine Heather. See you in a little bit then." Mom put the bag over her shoulder and took Michelle by the hand. 
 
Nana opened the door for them and they walked out.  MIchelle was only wearing her shirt and diaper. Was she going to walk across the road with her diaper not covered. Before I could look any longer, Nana shut the door, took my hand and walked me back down to the basement carrying a diaper I was soon going to be wearing.
 
When we got into the bedroom I started to walk towards the bed figuring that was where she was going to change me, but  she stopped me and said, "I will get the change mat, it will be easier to change you on the floor.  You are a little big for the change table."
 
Nana picked up the change pad and unfolded it. She laid it on the floor, then moved my so that I was standing at the end of it.  Nana guided me down onto the change pad.  Before she started to take my training pants off she said, "Can you close your eyes for me for a second?"
 
'I guess so why?" I said not really knowing why she would want me to close my eyes.
 
"Just do this for me ok. Just relax and close your eyes."
 
I put my head back and closed my eyes. I listened  to her for a few seconds then all of a sudden Nana said, "Ok all set sweetie." 
 
All set for what, I thought. I had just laid down here a few seconds ago. I picked my head up off the floor. I was lying on the change pad with my shorts covering my thick diaper. Nana was just getting back up off her knees.
 
"Come on sweetie, I will take you home now." Nana said helping me get to my feet.
 
How did she change me so quickly? I had just got in here a few seconds ago. That was weird. Did I fall asleep? 
 
When I stood up, my legs felt funny from the thick diaper pushing them apart.  Wearing training pants is one thing, but this diaper is so much thicker.  It took me a couple of steps to get use to the way my legs had to move. 
 
Nana picked up the change pad, folded it back up and set it on the change table.  She reached out and took my hand and walked me back out of the bedroom.  
 
We got up to the front door and I put my shoes on.  Nana slipped on her shoes and opened the door. Nana took my hand and we walked out the door. I thought I would feel funny about having to walk outside wearing a diaper that if anyone looked would be able to tell I was wearing, but It did not bother me.  I just followed Nana back over to my house waddling the whole way.  


Chapter 25.
 
Nana and I made it over to my house, with out seeing anyone else. We made our way into the front door. Nana let go of my hand and I went into the family room.  Michelle was sitting on the couch with Mom sitting beside her. The TV was on and they were watching cartoons.  
 
"Hi Mom. What are we having for dinner?" I asked standing beside her.
 
Mom just kept watching TV and never looked away, until Nana came up behind me.
 
"Kimmie, would you like me to get dinner started for you? Remember you are suppose to call Doug tonight, so we should eat before you do that." Nana said reaching her hand out and touching Mom's shoulder.
 
Mom moved when Nana touched her shoulder and said, "Oh right sure that would be great."
 
"Ok, you girls watch TV and I will go see what I can find for us to eat." 
 
Nana walked towards the kitchen. I sat down in the chair beside the couch looking at Mom and Michelle watching TV.  It was  like it was the first time they had seen one.  Mom was sitting back with her feet up under her playing with her long hair.  Michelle's pacifier was moving around in her mouth, almost lying down with her head on the end of the couch. 
 
"Mom, why do you have to talk to Doug tonight?" I asked, trying to get Moms attention away from the TV.
 
Mom never moved again, finally I said quit loud, "Mom are you listening."
 
"What sorry. What did you say." Mom said looking away from the TV and at me.
 
"I said, why do you have to call Doug tonight? I thought you said he was not calling until the weekend."
 
"Oh, uhmmm, I don't know. I just remember that I was to call him tonight." 
 
"Do you know why you have to call him."
 
"Uhmm something about the bank, I think I have to give him my account so he can deposit money for us." Mom said, not sounding really sure of herself.
 
Nana came walking back out into the family room and said to me, "Sarah why don't you come and help me in the kitchen. Let your Mom relax. She had a hard day at work. Didn't you Kimmie?" Nana walked up, knelt in front of Mom,  leaned in and whispered something in her ear.  Nana stood back up and Mom then put her head over and rested it up against the end of the couch and closed her eyes.
 
Nana then put out her hand for me to take and led me to the kitchen.  I turned back to see Mom on one side of the couch lying the same way Michelle was on the other end.
 
"Let your Mommy rest, you can help me set the table Sarah. You should not be worrying about what your Mom has to talk to Doug about. You just help Nana."
 
I was a little confused as to why Nana would care about Mom talking to Doug. Maybe Mom had said something to her when they were taking in the bedroom at Nana's house. 
 
I went about setting the table and helping Nana in kitchen.  Nana opened the stove.I seen the chicken nuggets and fries on a baking tray.
 
"These should be done in a few minutes Sarah. Why don't you go wash your hands and I will get Michelle and Mommy up to the table."
 
I walked out down the hall and into the bathroom. Once I got into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I reached down and felt the diaper between my legs. I wanted so much to take it off, but I know Nana would be very upset with me if I  did, so I just washed my hands and went back out to the kitchen. 
 
When I got back to the kitchen, Mom was sitting at the end of the table looking down at her plate of nuggets and fries.  Michelle was sitting in her highchair with the nuggets and fries just on top of her tray. Nana had not given her a plate. I went and sat down in my chair. 
 
Nana came around me and pulled a bib over my head. I looked down and it was different from the one I had to wear at lunch.  This one was bigger and had a picture of Dora on it. "You need your a bib, don't you Sarah?" 
 
I looked up at Nana. I was a little confused,  but something in the back of my mind thought that, yes I do need a bib.  Nana pulled a bib over Michelle's head that was pink with teddy bears on it.  
 
"Ok kids eat up." Nana said sitting down beside Mom who was still looking down at the food that was sitting in front of her.  I don't ever remember Mom eating nuggets before. She makes them for me, but she always makes something else for herself. 
 
"Come on Kimmie eat up." Nana said taking Mom's fork and putting it in her hand.
 
Mom looked at he fork and then started to eat. I sat there looking at Mom. Something was just not right with her, and why was Nana calling her Kimmie, I did not think Mom would like that. 
 
Nana got up and got us drinks. Nana put Michelle's bottle on her tray and plastic cups for Mom and I.  Once Nana put my cup down in front of me she whispered in my ear, "Stop worrying about your Mommy and start worrying about how you use a fork." 
 
I looked at my fork and it fell out of my hand, dropping to the floor. I looked up at Nana and could almost fell myself starting to cry. 
 
"It's ok sweetie." Nana said picking my fork up and wiping it off. 
 
Nana put the fork back in my hand and I wrapped my fingers around it. I  had the fork in my hand gripping it very tightly. I put it down into one of the fries. I lifted it up very slowly towards my mouth. This should not be this hard I thought, but I had to concentrate a lot just to get the fork up to my mouth so I could get the fry in. I did not look up again until I had finished all my food. Once I set my fork down beside my plate I was so happy that I ate  all my food with out spilling anything I shouted out, "Nana I did it. I ate all my food with a fork."  As soon as I said it, I felt funny for saying it out loud.
 
"Very good sweetheart. You did a very good job didn't you." Nana said walking over and taking my plate away.
 
I felt proud when Nana praised my for doing such a good job. I knew in the back of my mind that I should not be so happy for using a fork, but I could not help it.  I sat there smiling away, not worrying about how it looked. 
 
Michelle was drinking from her bottle sitting in her highchair. Mom sitting  at the end of the table playing with her hair. Nana was putting the dishes in the sink. 
 
Nana walked back from the sink and stood beside Mom. She picked up the cup that was in front of Mom and held it to her mouth. "You need to finish up your juice honey. Come on open up for Nana."  I sat in shock when Mom opened up her mouth and let Nana pour the juice in. A little juice ran down the side of Mom's mouth and dripped on her shirt.  Nana put the empty cup down and took a napkin and wiped the juice off Mom's chin.  
 
"Sarah can you take Michelle into watch TV. Your Mommy needs to call Michelle's dad." Nana said going around to help Michelle out of her highchair. 
 
I was still thinking about Nana holding up Mom's cup for her to drink out of, then wiping her face like she was a child.  All of a sudden I started to get scared for Mommy. I did not understand what was happening. 
 
"Nana is there something wrong with Mommy?" I asked looking down at Mom still playing with her hair.
 
"Sarah. Look at me." Nana said holding Michelle's hand standing beside me.
 
I looked over at Nana and she continued talking, "Remember what I told you this afternoon?"
 
I sat there thinking about what Nana had said to me. I could not think of what she would have said to me that she wants me to say now. Then Nana reached out and touched my shoulder and I said, "I need to do what ever you tell me to do, because I am just a little girl."
 
"Very good Sarah. Now take MIchelle into watch TV and I will be in to change you girls so you can go to bed like good little girls." 
 
I got up and took Michelle by the hand and walked into the family room. When we got to the couch, Michelle got up with her baby bottle and sat down. I sat down beside her. I had a funny feeling about sitting there in my diaper but something told me that I needed them. My hand went up to my mouth and I started to suck my thumb. It felt so good.  I did not think I should be sucking my thumb but it was so nice.  I leaned back and watched TV.  Michelle laid beside me drinking from her bottle. 

Chapter 26.
 
Sitting on the couch I could hear Nana talking to Mom. I got up of the couch and walked to the wall quietly so I could hear better.
 
"Kimmie you need to call Doug. Here is the phone." 
 
I few seconds later I heard Mom talking to Doug.
 
"I am fine I guess."  I heard Mom say.
 
"Yes."
 
"No"
 
"I have them right here but why do you need them?"
 
"Yes she is right here, but how did you know?"
 
"Yes, I can but her on the phone."
 
Nana must have taken the phone from Mom because I could hear her now talking.
 
"Yes, Kimmie is doing fine. She has all the bank information right here. I can go with her tomorrow to sign the papers."
 
"Yes for sure."
 
"Yes seems like a lot to me. Don't worry Doug I can take care of that."
 
"Ok. I will call you tomorrow and let you know how it went. Bye for now."
 
"Ok Kimmie lets get you ready for bed. You have a big day a head of you tomorrow." 
 
I ran back and got back up on the couch. I just made it when Nana came in holding Mom's hand.  
 
"Girls, your Mommy is very tired and is going to go to bed now. I will be back out in a few minutes to get you girls ready for bed." Nana said.
 
Mom did look tired but something just was not right with her. I don't ever remember Mom going to bed so early.  
 
Nana walked Mom back out of the family room. I waited a few seconds and then got off the couch and followed behind them, with out them noticing.  Nana took Mom into her bedroom and luckily did not shut the door. I stood there listening to Nana talk to Mom like she was 6 years old.
 
"Ok Kimmie lets get you undressed and ready for bed."
 
"What is going on? I don't need help getting ready for bed. I am a grown women." Mom said loudly.
 
"Kimmie you remember what I told you earlier, don't you. I want you to repeat that now."
 
It took a few seconds for Mom to start talking but she finally said, "No matter how old I may think I am, I need you to look after everything for me."
 
"Very good Kimmie. Keep repeating that in your head until I tell you to stop. Now sit down on the bed for me please."
 
"Good girl. Lets get these pants off you."
 
"Now the big girl panties."
 
"Wait ,I need to get something, you stay right here and don't move."
 
I turned to head back to the family room but I was not quick enough. Nana came out of the bedroom and seen me.
 
"Sarah, what are you doing? Get over here right now."
 
I stopped and turned back towards Nana.  Once I got back to her she reached down and felt the front of my diaper. 
 
"I guess you are out here because you need your diaper changed. Just wait right there and I can change you right after I get your Mommy changed." Nana said walking away from me.
 
I stood and looked down at my diaper. I put my hand down and felt it. It was wet and I don't remember wetting it. 
 
Nana came back carrying two diapers and the box of baby wipes. I was looking at the diapers in her hand.  One was the  same as the one I was wearing but the other one, I had not seen before. It was white with four blue strips running down the side  with M4 printed on it. It also had 2 yellow lines running down the middle of it.  
 
"Come on in here Sarah, I might as well get the both of you done in here."
 
I walked behind Nana. Mom was lying on her bed naked from the waist down. She was looking up at the ceiling not paying any attention to Me or Nana.
 
"Come on, you lay down beside your Mommy." Nana said guiding me up on the bed.
 
"Nana, why is Mom lying here like this." I said.
 
"Well Sarah, it seems you are not the only one that wets the bed in this house. I think I know were you get it from. Your Mommy has been having trouble staying dry at night so she asked me to help her out. That is why she as been acting different  tonight. I am sure it took a lot for her to ask for help with this. Just think how hard it is for you and you are just a little girl, your Mommy is suppose to be a grown up. Just remember your Mommy is a grown up but  has a  little girl problem, Ok."
 
I laid there looking over at Mom. She had not moved since I had laid down beside her. I thought about want Nana had just said. Maybe thats what Mom was talking to Nana about at her house. It seemed crazy to think Mom was wetting her bed like me, but I have read once that bedwetting is hereditary. 
 
Nana fanned out the diaper standing in front of Mom.  It was twice as thick as the diaper that was around my waist.
 
"Kimmie, can you lift you bum up for me." Nana said placing the diaper under Mom.
 
"Good girl. See this is not so bad is it. It will be much better then waking up to wet sheets." 
 
Nana pulled the diaper up between Mom's legs and taping each side shut.  I looked on in disbelieve as Nana diapered my Mom.  Mom's legs were spread apart from the thickness of the diaper.  Mom just laid there still looking up at the ceiling.
 
"Ok your turn Sarah." Nana said moving over towards me.
 
Nana undid the tapes on my diaper and pulled it down between my legs.
 
"Oh, what a wet little girl you are Sarah. Its a good thing you realized you need to wear diapers all the time, isn't it."
 
"Uhmm I guess so." I said not really convinced that I should be in diapers all the time.
 
"Nana. I am just suppose to wear diapers at night." I said thinking back on the day and remembering that I was in training pants.
 
"Now think Sarah. What did we discuss about you forgetting all about using the potty?  Remember, we are going to go back to diapers for now? Maybe in a little while we can start potty training again."
 
 
I laid there trying to think of why I would not use the potty and then it came to me all of a sudden. Nana told me to forget all about the potty and just relax and use my diapers.  I remembered saying to Nana that diapers are much easier then trying to get to the potty on time. 
 
"Sorry Nana, me forget." 
 
"That ok sweetie.  Here look what I have for you." Nana said holding up a pink pacifier that she had took out of her pocket. 
 
Nana placed the pacifier between my lips and I quickly began to suck on it. It felt so good to nurse the pacifier, that I felt my eyes closing. 
 
"Look Sarah, I have another one. Do you think your Mommy should get one too?" Nana said holding up yet another pink pacifier.
 
The pacifier in-between my lips felt so good that I thought that maybe Mommy would like it also and I blurted out, "Yes."
 
Nana reached over and put the pacifier into Mommy's mouth.   Mommy never stopped looking up at the ceiling, but I noticed as soon as she started to suck on the pacifier her eyes closed.
 
"I think Mommy likes her pacifier as much as you do Princess." Nana said going back to wiping with a baby wipe.
 
My eyes closed again and Nana continued to change my wet diaper.  She lifted my legs up to pull the wet diaper out and replaced it with a new one.  Before I knew it Nana had changed me into a fresh new diaper.
 
Nana pulled me up off the bed and then pulled Mommy's shirt off her.  She took Mommy's legs and turned them down so that she could pull the blankets up and over her.  Nana then kissed Mommy on the forehead and said, "Sweet dreams Kimmie.  Now I want you to  think about how hard it is keeping  your diapers clean"
 
Nana took me by the hand and lead me back out to the family room shutting the door to Mommy's bedroom.

"Time to wake up sleepy head, its almost 10 o'clock"
 
I open my eyes and there was a women sitting on the edge of my bed that I had never seen before.  She had long blonde hair and looked to be around the same age as my Mom. 
 
"Who are you?" I  said. 
 
"I am Michelle's Mom. You can just call me Aunt Mandy for now."  
 
I looked over at the other bed and Michelle was not in it.
 
"Aunt Mandy? Uhmm where is Michelle?" I asked wondering why she was in my bedroom and why I would call her Aunt anything.
 
"Michelle? I wanted to take her home but after that little trick you played on her, making her scared of the toilet, I had to drop her off at a friends house because I did not think she could look after herself. You are quite the little trouble maker aren't you Sarah? I have to admit, Michelle did look awful cute in those pampers she had on last night.  I wanted Heather, I mean Nana. Thats what you call her isn't it Sarah, Nana?  I wanted her to fix want you had done to her, but by the time she got done with you and your Mommy last night, she did not feel like putting Michelle in a trace, because you took  longer then she figured it should have. Do you know how hard it was to explain to my friend, that my 17 year old daughter will need to have her diaper  changed like a toddler? You know I did get thinking about it after I dropped her off, maybe having her in diapers for a little while would not be so bad, at least she would not want to go out with any boys dressed like that. So maybe I will wait before I get Nana to get her back to normal.  I don't think I will have time to potty train her"
 
I laid there listening to her talk a mile a minute. My head was spinning when she finally stopped talking. What did she mean done with Mommy and me? How did she know about what I done to Michelle? I had so many questions, I did not know where to start.
 
"I…I did not do anything to MIchelle." I blurted out.
 
She rolled her eyes at me and said, "Ok Sarah you can just stop the lying. You told Nana everything you have done in the last few days. Uhm how about how you hid my  daughters underwear, or how you had her believe you could get your Mommy to take her out of diapers. You told Nana everything so just stop now and it will make things easier for you later."
 
I don't remember telling Nana anything about what I done to Michelle but everything this lady is saying, I did.
 
"But…but what about my Mom? Where is she?" 
 
"Your Mom? Well its a long story, why don't I get your diaper changed and get you some breakfast. I will tell you as much as I can." she said pulling down my covers exposing my very wet diaper.
 
"NO. I don't want you here. Please leave." I screamed out.
 
"Sarah listen to me." she said standing up. "We need to change your diaper baby girl."
 
I kind of froze when she finished. My right hand made a fist and came up towards my mouth.  My mouth then opened and as much as I tried to stop my thumb from entering my mouth, I could not stop it.  I laid there sucking away at my thumb like It was the most natural thing in the world.  A wave of happiness came over me. Aunt Mandy stood  over me looking down smiling.
 
"That's a good girl Sarah." she said taking my legs and pulling them around so that they hung off the edge of the bed a little.  She turned, picked up a box of baby wipes and a diaper off the floor.  The diaper was not the same as the one I was wearing at the moment.  It was the same as the one Nana put on Mom last night, but the lines were a different colour. It looked like it had S4 printed by the lines on the diaper and by the look of it, it was much thicker then the wet diaper  I was wearing. 
 
She set them on the bed and then pulled the tapes off the front of my diaper.  I  really wanted to make her stop but all that matter to me at the moment was how  good it felt to suck my thumb and get my diaper changed.  
 
"What a good little girl you are being Sarah. Nana was right." she said pulling back the front of the diaper. "My you are a very wet girl aren't you. I am glad Nana brought these Abena diapers for you, they will be much better then these old Attends your Mommy got for you." 
 
Those diapers were not for me, they were for Michelle. I wanted to say so much to her but I could not get myself to take my thumb out from between my lips. 
 
She pulled out a few baby wipes, took both my ankles in one hand and  lifted my legs in the air like I was some toddler getting her bum changed. She stopped wiping me, put the wipes on the diaper and pulled it out from under me.  Aunt Mandy let my legs back down, rolled up the wet diaper and set it on the floor.  She then unfolded the new diaper, grabbed my ankles again and slid the diaper under my bum.  Once she lowered my legs back down, I could feel the thickness of the diaper. It seemed twice as thick as the one she just took off me.  She pulled it up between my legs and taped up the four tapes.
 
"All done baby girl." she said to me.
 
All of a sudden my mind cleared a little and I could pull my thumb out of my mouth.  She took my hands and pulled me up off the bed.  I stood there in my t-shirt and very thick diaper looking down at the way my legs spread apart.  Aunt Mandy took my hand and said, "Come on, I bet you are hungry."
 
 
I started to walk out of the bedroom holding her hand, only to find it very difficult to walk with out waddling a little.   The more I tried to walk normal the worse the waddle got.  We made it out to the kitchen and to my surprise there were now two highchairs around the table. One was  bigger then the other, but neither of these highchairs were the one that was here last night.  Both of these looked brand new and were bigger then the one Michelle had been using.  I stopped walking when I looked at the bigger of the two highchairs. It had some food  on the tray. My mind started to race thinking about who would have been sitting in there.  
 
 
"Sarah, time for some food baby girl." 
 
I started waddling again towards the smaller of the two highchairs. I got up in front of it, turned and held my arms up.  Aunt Mandy picked me up and set me in the seat.  She did a few straps up and pushed the plastic tray in front of me.  Once the tray was in place I looked around and started to wonder why It was so easy for her to get me to sit in this highchair.  It felt like my body just took over and I could not do anything to stop it from wanting to get up into the highchair. I started to get very scared and I said to Aunt Mandy, "Please tell me what is going on."
 
 
She came around to me and pulled a pink plastic bib over my head.  The bib was much bigger then any bib I had seen before.  It was not like the one Nana used on me yesterday, this one was long enough to almost touch my diaper.  
 
"Ok Sarah I will try to explain some things to you.  By the way,  you do look cute sitting in the highchair but I am not sure it you are as cute as your Mom was this morning sitting in this highchair." she said pointing to the bigger highchair.  
 
"My Mom.  She would not sit in that chair. Thats crazy." I screamed out.
 
"Oh sweetie, if you could have only seen it for yourself.  Nana feeding her pablum this morning.  Your Mom had more food on her face then I think Nana got in her tummy.  She was so happy sitting in her highchair  letting Nana feed her that she could not stop smiling. Once Nana gave her her bottle, well, I think your Mommy was in heaven. I mean, it was like the baby bottle was the most important thing in the world and the time.  I am guessing much like it is going to be for you this morning and every morning." 
 
I could not believe what I was hearing.  There was no way my Mom would be treated like that. Then I got  thinking about how Nana put a diaper on her before bed last night.
 
"I don't understand. Why would you do that to my Mom. What is happening?" 
 
 
"Well Sarah let me see if I can explain this with out it getting to complex for you to understand. You see your Dad and I use to work together before he died. Do you know what your Daddy did for work Sarah?" 
 
 
"All Mom told me was he worked for the government."
 
"Yes he worked for the government. Well the short version is  your Dad found a way to transfer money from overseas  accounts that the government had into an account that only he knew about.  You see Doug my husband, that's right Sarah, Doug and I are still married and live together with Michelle. My now 17 year old diaper wearing daughter thanks to you. By the way how does your diaper feel around your bum? Your Mommy seemed to really like wearing her diaper. Anyway Sarah, I finally figured out what your Dad had done many years ago.  The only problem was I did not know what he had done with all the money he took.  So I had to get Doug involved and he started to pretend date your Mom.  All those dates your Mommy had with him and you at the babysitters or out with them, I had time to come into this house and try and find any clues about where your Dad hid the money.  Finally a couple weeks ago I figured it out."
 
All her talking was making me dizzy. I tried to take it all in but it was hard.
 
She started talking again. "I know it is hard to comprehend Sarah but don't you worry your pretty little head about it. Nothing bad is going to happen to you or your Mom.  You are most likely thinking about what Heather has to do with this. You see Sarah, Nana was my Mothers best friend when she was alive. I have know Heather all my life and I  knew Nana had a special gift. She could get people to do what ever she told them with a little help form some pills and some hypnotism. All those drinks she gave you had some of those  pills in it,  that help you relax and take in everything she tells you.  She gave some to your Mom as well.  It just happened  by chance that she lived right next to you and your Mom.  Doug and I have had this in the works for quite some time now and it did not take much money to get Nana to help us out.  Nana tells me you have had a bed wetting problem for a long time. She also told me you are a little pants wetter also." 
 
Aunt Mandy stood there smiling the hole time she was talking. I could not believe all that she was telling me. It still did not make any sense to me.  I had  so many questions but I could not get any of them out.  It seemed like I could not get my brain to open my mouth to get the words out.  I closed my eyes and just sat  in the highchair hoping this was all a dream.
 
"You don't have any questions for me Sarah?" she said walking away from me toward the stove.
 
I wanted to ask a thousand questions but I could not get them out.
 
Aunt Mandy came back with a bowl filled to the top, with what looked like oatmeal but much smoother. She pulled a chair up beside me and sat down. She dipped a spoon into the bowl and then brought it up to my mouth.  My mouth opened as soon as I seen it coming towards me.  Aunt Mandy put the spoon in my mouth and I closed it. She pulled the spoon out from between my lips and I swallowed the white paste. I could feel myself smile after I had swallowed it. It tasted really good to me. The smooth texture and warmth was the best feeling. 
 
"You look as happy as your Mommy eating your pablum." she said bringing another spoon full up to my mouth.
 
I could not stop smiling and eating. It felt so good have someone feed me.  I sat there happy as could be eating the hole bowl full of pablum. Once she was done feeding me she grabbed a cloth and wiped my face. 
 
"Your Mommy is a messier eater then you honey. You did really good. You look like you want to say something but can't get it out. Well don't worry about it. Anytime you are in your highchair you will not be able to talk, just one of many things Nana has for you.  It's the same for your Mom. Nana figured it would be easier for us the less you or your Mom talked." 
 
I could not talk. I kept trying but it was no use, nothing would happen. 
 
She got up and took a baby bottle out of the fridge and set it on the tray of the highchair.  As soon as she set it down, I took it with both hands and plugged the nipple into my mouth. I started to suck the milk into my mouth. It tasted really good and it did not seem like I could get enough. I sucked harder and harder the more I got the happier I was. 
 
"Good girl Sarah. You drink all that bottle for me." she said sitting back down beside me.  

Chapter 28. FInal 
 
I sat, finishing my bottle of milk, enjoying it more and more. In the back of my mind I knew I should not be liking this so much, but it felt so good I could not stop.  I looked at Aunt Mandy sitting in the chair beside me, smiling away. I did not want to think of her as a  Aunt but it just was the only thing I could get my mind to do. Hopefully when she lets me out of this highchair I will be able to talk.  I have so many questions to ask her.  
 
I had drank all of my bottle and could see it was empty, but I kept sucking away on the nipple hoping I could get one last drop. 
 
"What a girl good, drinking all of your bottle for me. Nana will be so pleased to hear that you are doing what you are suppose to be doing." she said pulling the bottle out from my hands.
 
When she pulled the bottle out of my mouth I felt like I wanted to cry. I wanted more. I could feel tears starting to form in my eyes.  Aunt Mandy stood there looking at me.
 
"Do you want more sweetie?"
 
All I could do is nod my head up and down and bounce up and down a little.
 
"Ok Sarah just hold on a second. Aunty will get you more." 
 
She went to the fridge and took out the milk jug.  She took the top off the bottle and filled it back up.  Aunt Mandy came back and set it on the tray again. My hands reached out quicker then the first time to take it.  As soon as the nipple went between my lips, the tears dried up in my eyes.  My stomach felt full but it tasted and felt so good I did not care.
 
"You sure like your baba don't you baby. You and your Mommy are going to going through a lot of milk I think. I wonder how Nana is making out with your Mommy at the doctors. They should be there by now.  I don't think it will take the doctor long to find out that your Mom is not capable of looking after herself and should be writing out a letter to your Mom's lawyer shortly. I am sure just seeing Nana with that big pink diaper bag over her shoulder, holding your Mom's hand, and your Mommy waddling into the office, with her diaper crinkling the whole way, might be enough, but I am sure once Nana has your Mommy fill the back of her diaper up just before the doctor comes in to see them, will do it for sure.  I wish I could be there when Nana has to change  your Mom's stinky diaper on the exam table like you would any un-potty trained little girl."  she said laughing out loud after.
 
I sat there trying to listen, but my mind was so focused on getting as much milk as I could, it was hard to take everything in she was saying.  
 
"I could not believe our luck when Nana got your Mom to have her as her power of attorney a few years back. Its a shame you don't have any family other then your Mom sweetie, but it worked out the best way possible for us.  Once Nana takes that letter from the doctor to your Mom's lawyer, Nana will have full control of everything, including the safety deposit box with the bank account number and name  your Dad had in the Cayman Islands. We are so lucky your Mom knew nothing about what your Daddy did. She would have had no Idea what that number in the safely deposit box would even mean. Millions and Millions of dollars just sitting there waiting for Doug and I to get."   
 
 
I had almost finished my second bottle of milk. My tummy was feeling awful full but I wanted more.  Aunt Mandy reached down under the highchair tray and pushed her hand up against the front of my diaper.
 
"I know of a little girl who has a soaking wet diaper on. Do you know who that little girl might be Sarah." 
 
When her hand pushed the diaper up against me I could feel the wetness. I had not even felt the need to go, but I must have went a lot for the diaper to be so wet.  Then, with out any warning what so ever, I started to fill the back of my diaper up. There was no way of stopping what was coming out of me.  I smiled behind the baby bottle in my mouth because it had the feeling of nothing I have ever felt before.  It felt so good, so natural that the more that came out the bigger the smile I made.
 
"Oh Oo is there a little girl making a stinky in her diaper for me?  Don't you just look like the happiest little girl on the planet right now.  You are a little stinker aren't you baby? 
 
I finished letting everything out of me that I could. I was not liking the feeling now and wanted to cry out.  My bottle was finished and Aunt Mandy took it away from me.  I started to cry uncontrollably right away.
 
"Shh, shh baby. Lets get you out of your highchair and into the bath tub. We need to clean your stinky little bum up, don't we Sarah? Here this will help you." she said pulling  a pink pacifier out of her pocket and putting in my mouth.
 
The rubber nipple fit perfectly into my mouth. I started to suck on the pacifier and felt so  much better then I did a few seconds ago.
 
"There, that is much better isn't it baby. You can have your pacifier anytime you would like sweetie. If you like, you can keep it in there all the time, even when Nana takes you to go shopping or to the park.  I know you like having that in your mouth, don't you? You will not even have to worry about what other people think about you having your pacifier in there.  You will be so happy, that it will not matter to you how it looks.  Just  a teenager running around in her diaper, sucking on her pacifier. Your Mommy will be the same sweetie. The two of you will be so happy just to play, that nothing else will matter. By the way, you wait until you see how cute your Mommy looks.  The white sundress Nana made for her.  It  came down just below her diaper, not that that really mattered, because you could see the diaper through the sundress anyway. You should see all the clothes Nana has for you and your Mommy, you girls are going to be so cute. I wish I would be able to stay longer but Doug, Michelle and I will be leaving for the Cayman Island shortly.  I am not sure how long Nana will keep you two like this, but she really seems to like it, so with all the money we will be giving her, she just might keep you like this for a very long time. Anyway enough of me rambling on, lets get you out of there and into the tub, then  I can dress you up in one of your new outfits." 
 
Aunt Mandy pulled the tray off the highchair and un-did the straps that were around me.  She helped me down, then patted the back of my diaper. I could feel my diaper sagging in the back but I did not  care. I took her hand and waddle all the more towards  the bathroom.
 
 
THE END 


Getting a Babysitter for the Summer 5


Chapter 15.

Michelle turned the corner to go down the hall and slipped and fell.  Mom was right behind her.  After Michelle fell she started sobbing.  Mom picked her up off the floor and brought her back into the family room.

"Are you ok baby." Mom said carrying her on her hip, then sitting on the couch.

"Maybe you should not be running around the house like that. Shh Shh it's ok." Mom said talking to her like she was a little kid that had a boo boo.

MIchelle kept crying with her head up against Mom's shoulder.  I sat there watching this so called 17 year old cry like a baby.

Mom started to pat Michelle's bum and rocking her,  trying to calm her down.

Finally Michelle stopped crying. Mom set her on her feet in front of her and said, "Now I think you owe Sarah and I an apology. There was no reason for you to say what you did and then run off, throwing another temper tantrum."

Michelle looked at me and softly said "I am sorry."

"Thank you sweetie." I said back to her.

Mom picked Michelle back up and said "Lets get something to eat, then I think it's bed time for you.  You have had a tough day, haven't you?"

Mom carried her into the kitchen and I followed along.  She sat Michelle into a chair.  Mom then pushed the chair up to the table.  Mom went into the cupboard and took out some crackers.  She took a few out of the box and put them in front of Michelle.

"Here have some of these, and I will make us something  to eat."

Michelle sat at the table in her pi's and it was just 630pm.  Michelle picked up a cracker and started to eat it.  Mom went about getting dinner and i set the table.


Mom and I sat down to eat once Mom had gotten everything made.  After we started eating Mom said "Sarah when we are done eating I am going to call Mrs Walker from across the street to see if she can look after you two for the rest of the week, well I am at work?"

"Why Mom? Why can't we just go with you to work? Or why can't I go with you to work and Michelle can go to Mrs. Walkers'"

I did not want to go to Mrs. Walkers. I use to have to go there after school and wait for Mom to get home from work.  I had not had to go there for a few years because Mom changed daycares and I could walk to the daycare she was at now from school, as it was right around the corner.

"I can't bring both of you to the daycare, I was lucky last year that I could take you.  I don't think that would be fair to leave Michelle with Mrs. Walkers by herself. You use to like going to Mrs Walkers after school. You guys will have fun."

Michelle stopped eating and said "I don't need to go to no babysitters.  It was bad enough you made me go to that stupid daycare today."

Mom started to laugh looking at Michelle.

"Really Michelle. If you could only prove that to me, I might think different.  The way you have acted today there is no way I would leave you alone in my house."

  "I want to talk to my Dad again." Michelle said getting up out of the chair and looking around for the phone.

"You will sit down right now and finish your dinner. You are not calling your Dad now." Mom said starting to get up.

Michelle stood behind the chair and yelled "No. I want to talk to my Dad. I want to go home."

"Michelle this is your last warning. Sit your little butt down and finish your dinner or you are going to be sorry."

"No.  I am not staying here any longer." Michelle screamed. Michelle turned to walk out of the kitchen.  Mom had gotten up out of her chair.  Mom reached out  and got a hold of Michelle's arm.

"You are going to sit back down in that chair and stop acting like a child. If you don't sit in this chair right now. I will go find you a  different chair to sit in."

Michelle looked at Mom and started stamping her foot on the floor "I am not staying here any longer I am going home. I want to talk to my Dad."

Mom put her hand up and brought it down onto Michelle's padded bum.  Mom almost lifted Michelle off her feet when she swatted her butt.

"Ok enough is enough. Your Dad told me to treat you like the way you are acting, so that is what I am going to do. Sarah can you go out in the garage and bring in the highchair.  Little Miss two year old is going to be sitting in it until she finishes her dinner."

"No I am not. I am leaving this place. Let me go."

Mom swatted her bum again and said, "You stop this right now. Do you need a real spanking on your bare bum, instead of over your diaper?"

"No. Stop. Leave me alone. Let me go. I want to go home." Michelle screamed out again and again.

Mom started to pull MIchelle's pants down, but before she got them to her knees Michelle said "Ok. Ok. Stop. I will be good."

Mom said pulling her pants back up, "This is your last warning. Now get  over here."

Mom took Michelle by the arm and into the corner of the kitchen

"You stand  here and don't even think about moving."  Mom said swatting her butt again.


I could not believe Mom was asking me to go get a highchair, and I think she said DIAPER.

I did not even realize there was a highchair in the garage.  I have not been in the garage for quit some time.  I got up and went to the garage door.  I opened the door and had to think where the light switch was. I found the switch and turned the light on. There was an old couch, a couple of chairs and all my old baby furniture. I am not sure why Mom would have keep all of this for so long.   I spotted the highchair in the corner.  It was white with little bears in all different colours printed  on it.  It was covered in dust. I tried to wipe and blow some of the dust off. I picked it up and made my way back to the door. I  carried it thru the doorway.  It was a little heavy and hard to carry but I managed to get it into the hallway.  I got into the kitchen with it and there was Michelle standing in the corner crying again.

Mom came over to help me with it.  She pushed the chair that Michelle had been sitting in out of the way and put the highchair in its place.  Mom went and got a wet cloth. She wiped the chair down cleaning it up.  She then pulled the tray off and set it on the kitchen table.  She then adjusted the straps.

"Thank you honey. No sit down and finish your dinner." Mom said walking over to where Michelle was standing in the corner.

Mom took Michelle by the hand and led her over to the highchair.

"I am not sitting in that. Please, I will be good." Michelle cried out.

"You had your chance." Mom said picking MIchelle up and sitting her in the highchair.

Mom pulled the straps up between her legs and around her waist.  She then took the tray and put it back on top of the highchair.

Michelle cried out  the hole time, "No. Please I will be good."  She kick her legs some, but all that did was make her look like a fussy toddler not wanting to sit still.

Mom took Michelle's plate of food and placed it on the tray and said, "Now eat. You are not getting out until you finish all of it."

Michelle looked at the plate and pushed it away.  If Mom had not grabbed it, it would have fallen on the floor.

"I guess if you don't want to eat like a big girl then I will feed you like a baby" Mom said pulling her chair around beside Michelle and sitting down.

Mom put some food on a  fork and brought it up to Michelle's mouth. Michelle did not open it up.

"I have all night Michelle. So unless you want to be in this chair until tomorrow, then I suggest you start eating"

Michelle finally opened her mouth and Mom feed her.  Mom kept feeding her like you would any little baby not old enough to feed themselves.  I sat there finishing my dinner.  I noticed Michelle start moving around in her highchair.  Well as much as she could move around, it looked like a tight squeeze.

Mom cleaned up her plate. Michelle was trying to move around more and more.  She was trying to lift her bum up off the chair but Mom had strapped her in so tight, she could not move too much.  Mom took the empty plate and put it in the sink.  She then opened up the cupboard and took out a pudding cup.  she grabbed a spoon and sat back down beside MIchelle.

"Since you finished all your dinner. I got you a treat." Mom said opening the top of the pudding cup.

Michelle still trying to move around said," I am full. I don't want that."

"But its pudding honey. All little girls like pudding."

"I have to go to the bathroom. Let me out of this." Michelle pleaded.

"Are you just saying that so I will let you out of your highchair? Come on open up."

"No I really have to go."

"Eat up your pudding and then we can get you to the bathroom. A big girl like you should be able to hold it for a few more minutes, Right?  Did you not just tell me a little while ago that you are a big girl that does not need to go to a babysitters or what was it, Oh yeah stupid Daycare." Mom said putting the spoon filled with pudding into her mouth.


Chapter 16.
 
Mom was putting the last of the pudding on the spoon and placing it into Michelle's mouth.
 
"All gone. Good girl." Mom said. 
 
Mom got up and put the spoon in the sink and threw the empty pudding cup in the trash.  She grabbed  a cloth and came back over to Michelle. She proceeded to wipe Michelle's hands and face.  
 
"Ok. Lets get you to the potty."
 
Mom pulled the tray off the highchair and unbuckled Michelle. Mom helped her down and took her by the hand.  She walked her out of the kitchen and out into the hallway.  Mom then turned to me and said "Can you start to clean up? I will be back to help after I put Michelle to bed."
 
"Sure." I said watching Mom leave with Michelle.
 
I started to clean up the table and put the dirty dishes in the sink.  All of a sudden I heard Mom yell.
 
"Get back here!"
 
Then Michelle came running back into the kitchen and stopping on the other side of the table.  Michelle was crying again.  Mom came into the kitchen and stood with her hands on her hips.
 
"Get over here Michelle. You said you had to go potty, so lets go."
 
Michelle stood there,  tears running down her face and said, "No. I want to go home. Just take me home."
 
"You know you can't go home. Now I am going to count to five. You had better be over here by the time I reach five." Mom said with her hands still on her hips.
 
"No. I don't want to. I want to go home." Michelle screamed. Then Michelle's hand went to the back of her pull up.  She started to stand on her tippy toes.  Michelle had a distressed look on her face.
 
"One, two, three" Mom started counting.
 
Then Michelle bent over a little bit at the waist and started to say, "No. No. No." Pushing her hand up against her bum a little harder. 
 
"Four." Then Mom started to walk towards Michelle. "You had better not be doing what I think you are doing! "
 
Before Mom got around the table, Michelle started  benting over a little more. It was easy to see what she was going to do.  She still had her hand behind her trying to stop herself.  It did not take long for the smell to reach my nose.
 
"Did you just poop your pants little girl?" Mom asked finally getting over to her.
 
Mom put her hand on Michelle's shoulder and turned her around. She swatted Michelle's hand out of the way.  Mom felt the back of Michelle's pants. 
 
I didn't think Mom really had to check with her hand, because you could tell by the sagging pants  that Michelle had pooped. 
 
"You have got to be kidding me. I was taking you to go to the potty MIchelle , then you run out of the bathroom and poop your pants in here.  This is the last straw young lady." Mom yelled turning Michelle around to face her.
 
I looked on in disbelieve. Here was this 17 year old girl, standing in my kitchen in a poopy  pull up.  I have got her so scared of the toilet that she run out so she would not have to sit on it.  Then gets out here and 30 seconds later she is filling her pull ups up like a toddler not wanting to be potty trained.  
 
Mom took Michelle's chin in her hand, lifted it up so that she could look Mom in the eyes and said "Peeing your pants is one thing, but pooping your pants like a two year old is another.  You have been here a little more then 24 hours and you have acted like a baby 23 of them.  What do you have to say for yourself?"
 
Michelle was crying even harder now.  She was crying the hardest she had cried since she got here.  She could not even bring herself to say anything.  She looked like she was trying to say something but all that came out was whimpering.
 
"Nothing to say?  Maybe, I should put you in the corner. You can stand in your dirty diaper and think about what a baby you are.  Would you like me to put you in the corner?" Mom asked still holding her chin.
 
Michelle finally squeaked out a "No."
 
"Well if you would not stink up the hole house I would.  No come with me. If you even think about not doing as you are told you will get the spanking of a life time."  Mom said taking Michelle by the hand and leading her out of the kitchen again.  
 
Mom left with Michelle and I stood,  smiling ear to ear.  I brought my hand up to cover my mouth because I thought I might start laughing out loud.  I did not want Mom to hear me.  She is in the worst mood I think I have ever seen her.  I stood there just thinking about what I had just witnessed.  Good thing Michelle did not have her thong on, that would have been a big mess to clean up. Then I heard Mom calling my name.
 
I walked out of the kitchen and down the hall towards the bathroom.  I looked around the door and  into the bathroom.  Mom had Michelle lying on some towels in front of the tub.  Mom started to pull Michelle's pants down over her stinky pull up.
 
"Yes Mom."
 
"Can you please go grab the baby wipes and a plastic bag for me."
 
"Ok. Be right back."
 
I ran and got a plastic bag and the baby wipes. I ran back down to the bathroom.
 
"Here you go." I said, setting them down on the floor.  
 
Mom had just ripped the side of the pull up and was starting to lift Michelle's legs up in the air.  I did not want to watch Mom change her poopy pull up so I turned and started to go back out to the kitchen.  Mom then said "Sarah can you bring me the phone also please?"
 
I went and got the phone and brought it back to Mom.  I walked in to set the phone on the counter.  Mom had Michelle's legs up high in the air and was cleaning her dirty bum. 
 
"Thanks honey. I am going to have to give stinky pants here another bath. Just put the dishes in the sink and I will do them later."
 
"Ok" I said turning and walking out.
 
  I put all the dishes in the sink.  I also grabbed a can of air freshener and spayed the kitchen. I could still smell Michelle's accident.  I finished spraying and then when out to the family room. I  curled up on the couch  and started watching TV. 
 
I had watched TV for about 20 mins and I felt the need to go pee. I got up off the couch and walked towards the bathroom.  When I turned to go in, Mom was leaning against the counter talking on the phone.
 
"That would be great Heather. Like I said, I should not be to long." Mom said talking into the phone.
 
"No. Not just Sarah. I have my boyfriends daughter here as well.  I am just giving her a bath and then she is going to bed."
 
"Ok see you in a few minutes. Thanks again." 
 
Mom put the phone down on the counter and seen me standing in the door way. Michelle was sitting in the tub sobbing with her head down.  
 
"Sarah,  Mrs. Walker is going to come over in a few minutes to watch you two.  I have to go out and get some things at the pharmacy." 
 
  "Mom you don't need Mrs. Walker to come over. I can watch Michelle for you." I said 
 
"No. You seen what Michelle just did.  I don't think you would have wanted to clean her stinky bum, now would you?"
 
"Well no, but if you are putting her to bed. I am sure I will be fine."
 
"I will not be long I hope. Just be good and don't make any trouble for Mrs. Walker please." Mom said getting on her knees to finish washing  Michelle.
 
I just shook my head and said, "OK"
 
I still needed to pee but I did not want to go when  Michelle was still in the tub.  I did not want her to see me use the toilet. She is so scared of it now she decided messing in her pull up was better then using the toilet.   I turned and walked back out into the family room, hoping Mom would not be much longer with Michelle.
 
It seemed like I had just sat down and the door bell rang.  I got up to answer the door.  I opened the door and Mrs. Walker was standing there. She was in her late fifty's, tall and thin, with long black hair.  Mrs. Walker stepped inside the doorway  and said, "Hi Sarah. How are you doing? Its been a while since I have seen you. You are getting tall."
 
"Hi Mrs. Walker. I am doing fine."
 
Mrs. Walker got into the foyer and took her shoes off.  She took my hand and started walking me back into the family room.  I tried to pull my hand away but she kept a tight grip on it.
 
"is your Mommy still here?" she asked.
 
Cheez, she just said I was getting taller but she still has to use the word Mommy. 
 
"Yes my MOM is still here. She is just putting Michelle in bed."  i said,  saying the word Mom a little loud.
 
"Oh, Why don't you sit and watch TV. I will go find her." she said finally letting go of my hand so I could sit  down on the couch.
 
Mrs. Walker lifted the family room. 
 
Could she not treat me like she did when she use to babysit me.   Does she not think I have grown up any since then.  I hope Mom is not to long being gone tonight.
 
 A little while later Mom and Mrs Walker came into the family room.  
 
"Sarah I am leaving now. Be good for Mrs. Walker." Mom said walking out towards the front door.
 
"I will. Bye." 
 
"I am sure Sarah will be good Kim. Take your time getting what you need."
 
"Thanks again Heather."
 
Mrs. Walker came and sat down beside me on the couch.  i heard Mom open then close the front door. 
 
"Your Mommy said you could stay up a little longer and watch TV. Then you need to get ready for bed." Mrs. Walker said.
 
"Bed, its only quarter to eight." I said looking at the clock above the TV.
 
"She did not say you had to go to bed, just get ready for bed."
 
 
"So how was school this year?" she asked.
 
"Fine I guess." I said not really wanting to talk to her.
 
"Will thats good. Did you pass all your classes?"
 
"Yes"
 
I think Mrs. Walker could tell I was not in a talking mood, as she did not say any more and turned and watched the TV.  
 
 After the show was over, she turned and said, "I will go get your pyjamas and bring them out here for you to put on, so you don't wake up Michelle."
 
Mrs. Walker got up off the couch and started walking away before I could say anything.  A few minutes later she came walking back into the family room.  She sat back down on the couch and said "Ok. Stand up so we can get you ready for bed"
 
I looked at her and said "I can get changed in the bathroom. Just give me my pyjamas."
 
I stood up and  reached out for her to give them to me. I saw a pull up on top of my  folded pyjamas.  My hand went back down to my side as soon as I seen it.
 
"Uhm. I don't need a pull up Mrs. Walker. Why did you bring that out here." I said sitting back down on the couch a little scared of the pull ups.
 
"I know it's been a while since I have babysat you,  but I do remember you Mommy saying  that you still wet  your bed." she said taking me by the arm and forcing me to stand back up.
 
"I don't wet the bed anymore. I have not wet the bed in months. I don't wear training pants anymore." I said trying to get away from her.
 
"Then way was there a bag of pull ups on your bed?  Its nothing to be ashamed of.  Lots of little girls still wet there bed." Mrs Walker was starting to reach for my t-shirt.
 
"I am not a little girl anymore. Those are not for me. They are for Michelle." I said thinking that Mom must have placed the bag of pull ups on my bed when she put Michelle to bed.
 
"I remember not that long ago, someone coming home, running up the street in wet pants. Don't you remember me talking to your Mommy outside? Now come on don't make me have to tell your Mommy that you are being bad." she said starting to pull my t-shirt up again. 
 
It was her that was talking to Mom when I had wet my pants. I had forgotten who Mom was talking to you. I was so upset about having an accident I forgot who was out there.  I started to panic. i did not want to have to wear a pull up again. I tried not to let her pull my t-shirt off,  but before I knew it, she had it pulled up over my head.
 
"No please. I am thirteen. I can get dressed by myself." I said trying to stop her from pulling my t-shirt off all the way.
 
My hands were up over my head and my t-shirt was covering my face.  I put my hands together and tried to bring them down so she could not pull it  off.  Then she let go of the shirt with one hand. Then took both my hands into her one hand and pulled them back up over my head.
 
. I was standing up with my hands being held up over my head.  I could not see because my shirt was covering my face.  All of a sudden she spanked my bum hard.  It hurt and I  was not expecting her to spank me. I let out a little scream.  I felt my panties get a little wet.  I tried holding my legs together but I could not stop the flow of pee coming out of me.  Mrs. Walker spanked my bottom again. I could feel my panties and now pants getting wetter by the second. 
 
"Do you need more spankings or are you going to be good?" Mrs Walker said taking a hold of my shirt and pulling it  off me, letting it drop to the floor.
 
I did not want to look down. I knew I had peed enough that it was going to show on my jeans. I still hand to go but I managed to stop it.  I put my hands down to try and cover my jeans up and said ,"No. No more I will be good."
 
Mrs. Walker reached for my jean button, but I kept my hands there trying to hid the fact that I had wet myself.  She pushed my hands away and grabbed a hold of the top button. She un did the button and took down my zipper.  She looked down farther after she had pulled the zipper down.
 
"Did you pee your pants? You did! When did this happen? Was it before your Mommy left?  So much for being a big girl. My three old granddaughter does not even  pee her pants anymore." she said taking her hands, putting them up on my shoulders and pushing me back a little, so she could take a good look.
 
"Its not my fault. You spanked me. Please don't tell my Mommy." I blurted out not thinking before I talked. 
 
"I am sorry sweetie but I am going to have to tell your Mommy. That would not be right if I didn't. Now stop putting up a fight and  lets get you out of your wet pants and get you cleaned up."  she said pulling my pants down to my knees. 
 
"And you tried lying to me.  Acting like you are so grown up, not having to wear training pants to bed. I am surprised your Mommy has not got you in training pants during the day, you seem to need them.  Lift your foot up. Now the other one." 
 
She proceeded to pull off my pants and set them on the floor. I was now standing in my family room only wearing my wet panties and training bra. My eyes started to fill with tears.  Why didn't I just go to the bathroom before. 
 
"Ok lets get you into the bathroom so I can clean you up." Mrs Walker said taking my hand.  She picked up the pull ups and  pyjamas  and led me to the bathroom.
 
Once we got into the bathroom she put the pull up and pyjamas on the counter.  She then reached down to take off my wet panties. I stepped out of them and then she took my bra off.  Mrs. Walker then opened the box of baby wipes that were still sitting on the counter from when Mom used them on Michelle.  She took a couple of wipes out and started to wipe me.  The wipes were cold and I stepped back when she touched me with them.
 
"Please stop. I can do this myself." I pleaded with her.
 
"If I thought you could do this yourself, you would be. Now stand still." she said now holding on to my arm and using the baby wipes on my bum.
 
She finished cleaning me and put the used baby wipes in the trash can.  Mrs. Walker took the pull up and held it out for me to step in.
 
"No I swear, I don't need those." 
 
"Sweetie, stop trying to tell me you don't need them. I don't think I am going to believe you after what you just did." 
 
I knew there was no way out of this. I picked my foot up and then the other.  Mrs. Walker pulled the pull ups up and around my waist.  I was hoping they would not fit, but they seem to stretch out enough for her to get them on me.  
 
"These  are a little tight. I will have to tell your Mommy to buy some bigger ones for you." she said looking down at me.
 
"I told you they are not mine." 
 
Mrs. Walker seem to ignore me and held out the pyjama pants for me to step in. I steeped  into them and she pulled them up.  Then she pulled the top up over my head and got my into my pj's 
 
Here I was wearing training pants again.  I thought I was done with these. 
 
Mrs. Walker took my hand and led me back out of the bathroom and opened the door to the bedroom.  She took me over to my bed and sure enough the pull ups bag  was sitting on top.  I looked over at Michelle and I could see she had her eyes open looking at us. When I walked I could hear the pull up under my pants. I am sure Michelle could hear it to. 
 
"Let me move your pull ups off your bed so that you can get in." Mrs. Walker said taking the bag and setting them down at the end of the bed. 
 
She held back the covers and I climbed into the bed.  She pulled l the covers up and tucked them under the mattress.  She held pulled them so tight across me I could not move.  She kissed my forehead and said, "have a good sleep sweetie, see you tomorrow."  

Chapter 17.
 
See you tomorrow, Oh great, Mom must have asked her to babysit us for the rest of the week and she agreed.  After having an accident in front of her, I don't think I am going to enjoy the rest of the week coming.
 
I was worrying about what Mom was going to say and do to me after Mrs. Walker told her about my wet pants.  There was no doubt she would tell her.  
I tried to move around in bed but Mrs. Walker had pulled and tucked the blankets  so tight, I could not even roll to my side.  I was trying to at least get my arms from under neath the covers, when someone jumped on me.
 
"You little bitch. Tell me what you did to me." Michelle said putting her hand over my mouth so I could not scream out.
 
When Michelle jumped on my stomach, I felt some pee escape and soak  into my pull up. 
 
She stayed on top of me holding her hand over my face. I tried to move but with the tight blankets across me and now Michelle on top of me, there was no escape. 
 
"I know you must have done something to me. I was fine before I got to this, this, this hell hole." Michelle said almost in tears.
 
I shook my head  trying to  get her to take her hand off my mouth. I was getting scared and the more I tried to  move the more my bladder let out.  I tried to talk but she would not remove her hand.
 
"If you scream after I take my hand away, I will make your life a living hell. Got it." Michelle said looking me right in the eyes.
 
I shook my head yes and she finally took her hand away. My first thought was to scream out, besides what could this little girl do to me. I decided to stay cool for now.
 
"What are you talking about? I did nothing to you" 
 
"You must have done something. I just don't go around messing my pants like I did tonight. Now one more time. What did you do to me."
 
You may not mess yourself but I bet you have had a few wetting accidents in recent months. I don't think the suggestions could work this well. I thought to myself.
 
"Listen Michelle, I don't know what you are talking about. What could I do, to make you do the things you have done?" I tried moving again. Then I pleaded," Can you please get off me." I could feel my pull ups getting wetter and wetter.
 
"No I am not getting off you until you tell me want is going on."
 
Then I heard the door open.  Mrs Walker was standing in the doorway.
 
"What is going on in here."
 
I looked at Michelle and she just turned her head away from Mrs. Walker.
 
"Nothing. Michelle was scared so she came into my bed." I said not knowing what else to say.
 
Mrs. Walker walked over to the side of the bed and took ahold of Michelle's arm. 
 
"Come on it's ok honey. Back to your own bed."
 
She pulled Michelle off me and guided her to her bed.  Just before Michelle was going to lie down, Mrs. Walker stop her.  
 
"Your not wet already are you? she asked, taking her hand and sliding it down the front of MIchelle's pants.
 
"Nope all dry. Good girl. Now get back in bed and I don't want to hear another sound out of this room."
 
Michelle lied down and Mrs. Walker pulled the covers up and over her.  She then tucked them in the same as she had done with mine.  She walked out closing the door behind her.
 
A few minutes went by and Michelle said "I am not done with you."
 
I did not say anything back. I was to worried about how much I had peed.  I put my hand down so that I could feel around my bottom.  My pyjamas's were not wet so my pull up must have held it all.  
 
I started thinking about what I was going to do with the wet pull up. I was afraid Mom would come in to check on us when she gets home.  I needed to get out of this thing quickly.  I tried again to pull myself up but the blankets were so tight I could not budge them.  I could not even roll to one side to try and loosen them.  It felt like there were ropes holding me down.  I kept trying but I could not do anything.  I was starting to sweat.  I finally got my one arm out from underneath the blankets. I then pulled the blankets out from under the mattress. I was just about to get up out of bed when Michelle screamed out.
 
"Get off me. Get off me."
 
I stopped moving waiting for the door to open.  Sure enough the door opened and Mrs Walker was walking in.
 
"She was on my bed." Michelle said. 
 
I laid there with one foot out on the floor, trying to get back into bed. 
 
"No I was not" I said.
 
Mrs Walker came over to me and pushed me back down.  
 
"Do you two need some spankings? If I have to  come back in here one more time, the both of you are going over my knee." she said pulling the covers back over me and tucking them underneath the mattress, pulling them tighter then she had before.
 
The blankets were so tight across me, I could hardly breath. My hands were pulled tight against me.  I tried kicking my feet, but could only move them  a fraction. 
 
Mrs. Walker got to the door turned and said, "You two had better not act like this the rest of the week." She then closed the door behind her.
 
I wanted to say something to Michelle but I was trying hard to get out from under my blankets I didn't bother.
 
 
I am not sure how long I tried getting out from underneath my blankets but I must have fallen asleep trying  because the next thing I heard was Mom talking to Michelle.
 
"Wake up sweetie. Time to get up."
 
I turned my head and could see Mom sitting on the edge of Michelle's bed.  She turned and looked at me and said, "I am going to get Michelle up first. You stay right there. I have something to discuss with you young lady."  
 
 
I could not believe it was morning already.  My blankets where still in the same position they were the last time Mrs. Walker had tucked them in.  I could at least pick my head up some. Last night I could not even to that.  
 
 
Mom then pulled the blankets off Michelle then said, "Come on, I need to to stand up for a second."
 
Mom took Michelle by the hand and had her stand up.  She then bent down and picked up a  pink  towel and set it on the bed. Mom took Michelle by the shoulders and pushed her down on to  it.  When Michelle's bum hit the pink towel I could hear it crackling. That was not a towel it is a change mat.  Mom then pulled Michelle's pyjama bottoms off and set them on the end of the bed.  
 
"Looks like you had a wet night, but I am not surprised after what you did last night." Mom said tearing the sides of the pull up and bunching it down between Michelle's legs.
 
Mom bent down and picked up the box of baby wipes and pulled a few out, Then with one hand  put Michelle's ankles together and lifted them in the air.  Mom pulled the wet pull up down away from Michelle's private parts and started cleaning her.  Mom kept her legs and bum in the air, wiping her bottom.  She then placed the baby wipes on the inside of the pull up and pulled it out form underneath Michelle.
 
Michelle did not say anything until Mom let her legs down and her bottom hit the change pad. Michelle started to get up but Mom pushed her back down.
 
"What are you doing?" Michelle asked.
 
"What does it look like? I am changing you out of this wet pull up." Mom said holding up the soaked garment up.
 
"I don't need your help. If you would just let me do it myself, I will."
 
Mom placed the wet pull up on top of Michelle's pyjama pants. She then bent down and pulled up the biggest diaper I have ever seen.  It was white and look to have yellow lines running down the middle.
 
Mom started to unfold it and said, "I was going to get you baby diapers, but the nice sales lady in the pharmacy showed me these.  She said they would be much better for a teen then the baby diapers."
 
Mom had it fanned out and was reaching for Michelle's ankles again, but Michelle pulled her feet up and out of the way of Mom's hand.
 
"No way. I am not wearing that. The stupid pull ups were bad enough. There is no way you are putting me in that." Michelle screamed out.
 
"Oh, you are wearing this,  one way or the other young lady. If you think I am going to let you run around here or anywhere else for that matter, with out this on, you are dreaming.  Now get your legs over here right now or I will spank you, then diaper you. Or I can just diaper you. Your choice."
 
It took a few seconds for Michelle to start crying and put out her legs for Mom to get a hold of.  I think Michelle has figured out that its Mom's way or no way.
 
 
Mom took a hold of Michelle's ankles  and lifted them and her bum off the change pad.  She placed the diaper underneath her and let her legs back down.  Mom then reached down and pulled up another diaper. This one did not have any sides, it just was long and thick.  Mom went to take Michelle by the ankles again but stopped,  bent back down and brought another white, long and thick diaper.
 
"The sales lady said I should only need one diaper insert but I think two would be better." she said lifting Michelle's legs up and placing the two diaper inserts between her diaper and her bum.  
 
Mom then picked up some baby powder and sprinkled a good amount over Michelle's private parts.  She then started to rub the powder all over her front and backside.
 
It did not take long for the room to smell like baby powder. I was surprised on how much Mom was using on her.  
 
Once she had the powder  rubbed in, Mom took the two inserts and brought them up between Michelle's legs.  Then she brought the diaper up between her legs and over her stomach.  Mom pulled the one side over  and taped it, then the other. Michelle's legs were spread apart so far, that I figure she is going to have a hard time walking.
 
"All done. See that was not so bad now, was it? Mom said pulling Michelle back up to a sitting position.
 
MIchelle looked down at her now thickly diapered waist.  She took a finger and poked at it.  She picked her head back up and said, "Please Kim, don't make me wear this. I promise I will not have anymore accidents."
 
Mom just laughed and said "After what happened last night and your wet pull up this morning, it's going to be a long time before you can prove to me that you don't need your diapers."  
 
MIchelle put her head back down and started to sob, still poking at the front of her diaper. 
 
Mom turned to me and said, "Now what do you have to say for yourself?  Mrs. Walker told me about your wet pants last night."

Chapter 18.
 
I did not know what to say. I just laid there looking at Mom standing over me.  I was just hoping she would let me get up and go to the bathroom to get rid of  this wet pull up.  
 
"I thought we were passed this.  You have been doing so well lately." Mom said bending down to pull my blankets off me.
 
Mom had a hard time pulling the covers out from under the mattress but finally got me uncovered.  She sat down beside me and started to run her fingers threw my hair.
 
"So what are we going to do about this. Do you need to start wearing training pants again?" Mom said.
 
"No Mom. It was just one little accident. I was not expecting Mrs. Walker to spank me, and it scared me."
 
"Why did she have to spank you? Were you being bad?"
 
"No. She decided I needed help getting my pyjamas on. I told her I could do it myself, but she would not listen to me."
 
Mom just sat there shaking her head.  She then said, "Well I hope this is not going to continue. We already have one person in the house in diapers. I hope you don't make two. Now lets get up and get breakfast."
 
Mom got up and stood beside the bed waiting for me to get up.  I did not want to move. I knew my pull up was wet. I just did not know how wet, until I started to get out of the bed. 
 
"Ok. I have to go to the bathroom. I will be out in a minute." I said stopping myself from getting out any farther, and hoping Mom would leave.
 
"Come on then lets go." Mom said taking me by the hand and pulling me up the rest of the way.
 
I tried not to move after she stood me up.  I could feel my pull up sagging between my legs.  Mom took the two steps over to where Michelle was sitting and picked her up.  Mom set Michelle on her hip and put one hand on my back and pushed me to start walking.  I took a couple of steps forward praying that Mom did not look down at my bottom.  I walked slow towards the door and Mom followed behind me with Michelle on her hip.  I made it out the door and only a few steps  from the bathroom when Mom said "Hold on a second Sarah."
 
I stopped in my tracks. I did not want to turn around.  Then I felt Mom's hand pushing my pull up up against  my bum.  
 
"Why are you wearing a pull up and why is it soaked?"
 
"Mrs Walker made me wear it last night. She thought I still wet the bed." I said wanting nothing more then to run into the bathroom and shut the door.
 
"Well I guess its a good think she had you wear it,  isn't it? I will have to thank her for it.  I would have had to wash your bedding if she had not put you in that.  Back to the bedroom now! " 
 
Mom put her hand  on my shoulder and turned me back towards the bedroom.  I walked back into the bedroom and stood at the end of my bed.  Mom set Michelle onto her bed and said,"Stay here Michelle, don't move."
 
Mom then picked up the change pad and laid it onto my bed.  She came over to me and guided me towards it.  She spun me around and pushed me down on top of it.  
 
"Mom no. I can take a  shower." I said not wanting to be changed like Michelle had been a few minutes ago.
 
"We don't have time for you to take a shower.  I will have you  cleaned up in no time."
 
Mom took a hold of my pyjama pants and pulled them off of me.  She rolled up my top and proceeded to tear the sides of the pull up.
 
"You sure did soak this didn't you. I am surprised it didn't  leak.  I have been so proud of you lately. I really thought you were finally starting to grow up.  I guess I was wrong." Mom said pulling the wet pull up down between my legs exposing my private parts. 
 
I could see Michelle looking at us, watching me just like I had watched her earlier.   
 
Mom turned and picked up the box of baby wipes, took some out and lifted my legs in the air just like she had done with Michelle.  When the cold baby wipes touched my bottom I tried to pull away, but Mom had a firm grip on my ankles. She ran the wipes over my bum and then pulled the wet pull up out from under me.  Mom let my legs back down and cleaned my front.  She rolled up the pull up with the baby wipes inside and placed it near the end of my bed.  
 
"Do  I need to diaper you like little Michelle over there? Mom asked looking down at me and pointing to Michelle.  
 
"No. I don't need to wear a diaper. It was just a accident. Mrs. Walker would not let me go to the bathroom after she dressed me last night." I said hoping Mom would buy it.
 
"Would she also not let you go before you wet your pants last night." Mom said getting angrier by the second. "No I think maybe you are a little jealous of Michelle.  I have had to spend time with her and you are jealous. Is that it Sarah? Are you acting out because you are jealous?"
 
"No. I am not jealous.  It was just a little accident. I will do better I promise." I said, feeling my eyes fill with tears.
 
"I hope you will do better. For god sakes you are thirteen. You should have been well  passed this ten years ago." 
 
Mom pulled me up off the change pad and took me over towards my old dresser in the corner.  She opened up the bottom and looked in side.
 
"Where are your training pants? I know I did not throw them out. Well I guess these will have to work for now" Mom said pulling out a pair of pink training pants that had a plastic outer layer. "You are going to wear these until you can prove you don't need them.  I don't need you making a mess at Mrs. Walkers today."
 
Mom brought them down and held them open for me to step into. I knew I had no choice but to let Mom put them on me.   I lifted one foot then the other and Mom pulled them up.  
 
These pants were three times thicker then the ones I had put in Michelle's drawer. They also had plastic on the out side of them, were the others are just cloth. I am not sure where Mom got these. I don't remember wearing them before.  
 
Mom took my hand and walked over to Michelle. She picked her up and put her on her hip.  Mom took us out of the bedroom and down the hall to the kitchen. I tried to walk normal but the thick training pants were making it very difficult.  The pull ups last night were bad enough but these things felt like a pillow between my legs.  
 
Mom let go of my hand and  tried to  place Michelle into the highchair that was still in the same place it had been last night.  Michelle started to fuss, kicking her legs not wanting to sit in the highchair again. Mom did not pay any attention to her. She just held her legs together and  went about putting  her in it.  She  tried to  strap her in but  Mom had to make the  stapes  longer because they would not go  over Michelle's diaper.  Once Mom made the straps longer,  she buckled them together, pulled the tray table off the kitchen table and locked it in place. 
 
MIchelle looked like a big toddler sitting in her highchair, fussing about trying to free herself but there was no escaping.  From where I was sitting you could see her bulky diaper between her legs.  I did not feel much  like a teenager, sitting in my thick training pants and pyjama top, but at least I was not in a highchair.
 
 
Mom took two bowls from the cupboard and filled them with Frosted Flakes.  She poured milk over them and brought them over to the table.  She set mine down in front of me and then said "Can you eat these by yourself MIchelle or do I need to feed them to you?"
 
Michelle looked at the bowl and said "I can eat them."
 
Mom set the bowl on her tray.  "Try not to make a mess please." Mom said handing her a blue rubber covered spoon. 
 
I started to eat watching Michelle the whole time. She was having trouble with the small spoon designed for toddlers. She could hardly get a flake on it, it was so small. It was going to take her all day to eat at the pace she was going. . It was about the fifth time she brought the spoon up to her mouth that some milk and a flake went down the from of her.  She looked down at the front of her top and tried to wipe the milk away.  Mom was making some toast for herself having her back towards us she did not notice what Michelle had done.  Michelle went back to eating,  trying very hard not to spill any more.  Sure enough Mom had her toast and was  sitting  down when Michelle split some more down the front of her. Mom seen her. She  got back up and took a dish towel that was hanging over the stove handle.  She brought it over and tied it around Michelle's neck pushing it down between the tray and Michelle. 
 
"I guess you need a bib to go along with your diapers. I will stop after work to pick some up." Mom said sitting back down looking at Michelle the whole time.
 
MIchelle put the spoon down on the tray and said, "I don't did a bib, this spoon you gave me is too small." 
 
"Too small. If I had have given you a bigger spoon I think you would have just made a bigger mess. Now eat up or would you like me to feed it to you?"
 
Michelle looked down and picked up the blue rubber covered spoon and tried it again. It was not long and Michelle dropped milk and cereal down the front of the  dish towel. Mom was watching her like I was, but did not say anything. 
 
 
 I did not feel all that great about Mom making  me wear  these training pants, but I could still produce a little smile looking over  at seventeen year old Michelle sitting in a highchair, wearing the thickest diaper I have ever seen, eating like she just learned how.

Chapter 19.
 
I finished up my cereal but Michelle was only about half done.  Mom had finished her toast and was putting her dish in the sink.  Mom took down 1 glass and 1 plastic cup from the cupboard.  She filled them with orange juice and brought them to the table.
 
"Sorry girls. I forgot to get you two something to drink." she said placing the glass in front of me and the plastic cup on Michelle's tray.  
 
Mom looked down at Michelle's bowl, seeing it was only half gone she went and got a spoon.  She came back, pulled her chair over beside the highchair.  Mom took the spoon out of Michelle's hand and put it on the table.  
 
"We don't have all day." Mom said dipping the spoon into the cereal and bringing it up to feed Michelle. 
 
The door bell rang. Mom turned to me and said, "Can you get that please?"
 
 
I did not want to answer the door in just my training pants and pyjama top. 
 
"Uhm, can you go? I will feed her." 
 
"No. Go get the door, hurry up." Mom snapped back at me.
 
I got up out of the chair and walked or should I say waddled to the front door. It almost felt like I had to walk on my toes to be able to move my legs.  I got to the front door and looked threw the glass on the side, it was Mrs Walker.  I unlocked the door and opened it.  She walked in and said, "Good morning sweetie. Are you all ready to come over to my house?"
 
"I guess."
 
"You don't look ready."  She took my hand and walked towards the kitchen.  I tried to pull my hand free but she gripped tighter and kept walking.
 
 
She stepped into the kitchen and said, "Hi Kim. I thought you might need help getting these two ready to come over.  Jim is away for the week so I figured I might as well come over and give you a hand."
 
"Morning Heather. I did not except you to come over. I was just going to drop the girls off when I was leaving for work,  but as you can see I am running behind. Thank you very much for coming over, thats great.   If you would like to get Sarah dressed I will finish up feeding Michelle." Mom said, feeding Michelle the whole time she talked.
 
I wanted to say I can dress myself but Mrs. Walker turned and walked us out of the kitchen before I could speak.   
 
Still holding my hand, we got into the bedroom.  Mrs Walker walked over to my bed and I sat down avoiding the change pad that was still on it.
 
Mrs Walker picked up the change pad and folded it up.  She then picked up the used pull up and said "It feels like you wet this last night  and you said  you did not wet the bed anymore.  Quite the little story teller aren't you.  I see your Mommy has you in training pants today, good thing I think.   I will go and get a bag to put this in. You just wait for me to get back."  
 
Mrs Walker walked back out of the bedroom.  I just sat on my bed sulking, looking at the two bags of diapers and inserts sitting on the floor. 
 
She came back in carrying a plastic bag and my glass of orange juice. She came over and handed me the glass and said, "Two hands please, we don't want you spilling it on your bed." 
 
I took the glass from her with both hands.  How old does this lady think I am. I think I could handle the glass with one hand,  thank you very much. I sat drinking my orange juice.  Mrs. Walker went over to Michelle's bed and put her used pull up in the bag with mine. She then set the bag beside the diapers and went towards my closest. She opened the closest up and started going threw the clothes.   She pulled out a pair of pink shorts and white shirt.  She brought them over and laid them on the bed beside me. 
 
"Ok lets get you dressed." she said taking the almost empty glass away from me and sitting it on the night table. 
 
"I can get dressed. Mom might need help with Michelle." I said hoping I could get her to leave so I could find something else to wear.
 
"Your Mommy is just finishing up feeding her. So come on. Up you go." 
 
Mrs. Walker pulled me up off the bed. When she did I felt the need to use the bathroom.
 
"I have to use the bathroom." I said looking up at her.
 
"Oh ok." she turned and looked around the room and then said, "Does your Mommy not have a potty in here for you?"
 
"What? No." I  blurted out not believing she just asked if there was a potty chair in my bedroom, like I am some toddler just learning to potty train.
 
"No. With all the trouble she has had with you, I thought she might have a potty chair in your bedroom for you.  It's what I had  for my granddaughter when she was potty training and staying with us.  It made it so much easier for her, not to have to go to far to use the potty. Maybe I should suggest that to your Mommy, because whatever she has been doing with you, sure isn't working." 
 
I stood there in shock.  She was comparing me with her three year old granddaughter. I wanted to scream at her. Tell her I was thirteen and I know how to use the toilet.  I wanted to run out of the room away from her.  I started to walk away from my bed and towards the door. I got into the hallway and she was right behind me.  I got into the bathroom door and reached to shut it but again she was standing right there.
 
"I can do this by myself." I said trying to get her to back up a little so I could shut the door.
 
"Will then go ahead. Hurry up, you don't want to wet your trainers." she said not moving from the door way.
 
"Can i have some privacy please."
 
She stepped towards me, reached out  and turned me so that I was facing the toilet and said, "Get over there and sit down before you have an accident. I changed your wet panties  last night. You have nothing I have not seen before. Hurry up and get on the potty."   
 
I did not want to go in front of her, but what choice was I going to have.  I did not have to go that bad. I could just wait and go in a little while. Thats what got me into the trouble last night, not going when I should have then wetting my pants when I got a little spanking.  I got over to the toilet and turned around to pull my training pants down.  Just as I went to grab the top of them, Mrs Walker stepped up and pulled them down from the sides.  She than lifted the lid, but her hands on my shoulders and force me to sit down.  When I sat down she pulled the front of my training pants out towards her and looked inside.
 
"Good girl Sarah, keeping your trainers dry."
 
I sat there blushing bright red I am sure.  How can I tell this lady  I don't need help after I wet my pants in front of her last night, and then she knows I wet my training pants in the night.  I tried making myself go with her standing in front of me watching.  I looked away from her but I was so tense I could not make my bladder relax.
 
"Come on honey, hurry up. Your Mommy is going to want to use the bathroom before she goes to work." Mrs Walker said getting closer to me then I would have liked.
 
The more I tried the harder it was to pee in front of her. I sat there for a bit longer but nothing would come out.
 
"Ok times up." Mrs Walker said pulling me back up and then pulling my training pants back up over my waist. "We will try again later." She took my hand and led me back towards the bedroom.
 
No I need to go now. I just don't want you standing over me. I thought as we got back into the bedroom. 
 
Mom had Michelle on the bed and was pulling up a pair of purple shorts over her diaper.  Once Mom got the shorts over her diaper it did nothing to hide the fact she was thickly diapered. Mom pulled a purple shirt over her head, got her arms in and pulled in down. She pulled Michelle up and stood her on her feet. The top of Michelle's diaper was above her shorts and below her shirt.
 
"I am going to finish getting ready Heather." Mom said walking out of the bedroom.
 
Michelle stood beside the bed looking down at herself. Her legs were bowed out from the thick diaper between her legs. Mrs. Walker pulled up my shorts and then pulled the shirt down over me. She took MIchelle's hand and then mine and walked us out to the family room. 
 
"Take a seat girls. I am going to see if I can clean up the kitchen." 
 
Michelle and I got up onto the couch and sat down. With my training pants bulging out and MIchelle's diaper clearly visible above her shorts,  if someone walked in right now and seen the two of us, they would not think we were two teenagers sitting here.  


Chapter 20.
 
"Do you really think I did something to you now." I said to Michelle, pointing at my training pants.
 
Michelle looked over at me, then down at my waist. There was no hiding the fact that I was wearing thick training pants. 
 
"Uhmm..Maybe not, but something is not right around here. Seems like you are use to wearing training pants. I am not used to wearing this stupid diaper." Michelle said looking down at her own bulging waist.  
 
"Maybe not, but can you really blame Mom for making you wear it?"
 
"Yes, I can blame her. I am 17.  I should not be wearing diapers."
 
"I know Michelle. You do remember what you did last night in the kitchen, don't you?" 
 
Michelle looked away from me. She put her head down and brought her hands up to her face.
 
"It's ok. I don't think of you any different because of what happened.  Maybe we could work together, to try and get out of these. What do you think?" I said getting  closer to her on the couch. "I don't want to be in these training pants, anymore then you want to be in those diapers." 
 
 
Just as Michelle was going to say something to me Mrs. Walker came walking into the family room and said, "Ok girls already to go to Nana's house?"
 
Both MIchelle and I looked at each other when Mrs. Walker said "Nana". I turned and looked back at  Mrs. Walker and said, "Nana?"
 
"I think it is better then Mrs. Walker, don't you think girls?"
 
"I..I guess." I said turning back to Michelle and rolling my eyes.
 
Michelle smiled at me, which was, I think the first time since she has been here. We both got off the couch and started to waddle towards the front door.  
 
Mom came out to the front door a few seconds later, carrying a bag. Mom handed the bag to Mrs. Walker and said, "I packed a change of clothes for each of them and some diapers. I can't find anymore training pants for Sarah.  I am hoping she will not have any accidents but if she does I guess just put her in a diaper."
 
I almost blurted out that my training pants were in the other dresser but I caught myself before I said it.  As much as i did not want to wear a diaper, the thought of Mom finding out I put my training pants where MIchelle's underwear had been was worse.  
 
"Ok thanks Kim." is all Mrs. Walker said. She then put the bag over her shoulder and took both our hands and walked us out the front door. 
 
"Bye girls. You be good today. I don't want to hear about you girls acting up." Mom said closing the door behind us.
 
MIchelle was having a hard time keeping up to us on the short walk across and down the street to Mrs. Walkers house.  Mrs. Walker  had to slow down a little so that MIchelle could keep up.  I was really hoping that none of my friends were outside while we walked to Mrs. Walkers house.  I don't need any of them seeing me this morning, dressed the way I was.  
 
We got  to the front of Mrs. Walkers house and I felt the need to pee. I had forgot that I had not gone yet this morning.  I put my hand down between my legs to see if I could feel my training pants.  I was afraid I might have wet them already. When I put my hand down to check, Mrs Walker saw me and said, "Do you need to go potty Sarah?"
 
I pulled my hand away quickly and said, "No Mrs Walker. I am fine."
 
"Remember, call me Nana. It  is much less formal and it will  be easier for MIchelle to say."
 
"Ok, sorry Nana."
 
I don't think Mom told her how old Michelle really was.  There is no way she could have, if she thinks Michelle will have a hard time saying Mrs. Walker.  MIchelle must not have heard Nana say that either because she did not do or say anything after.  Maybe she is concentrating to much on trying to walk.  
 
We got into the front door. I had been here many times. It was a very nice house.  The downstairs was to the right. There was a big room around the corner and to the right that had the kitchen, a table, fireplace, a few chairs and a couch. To the left was a bathroom. Further down was a bedroom.
 
"We are going to go downstairs girls, that is were all the toys and TV is." Nana said walking us down the stairs.
 
When we got to the bottom of the stairs and turned left I could not believe my eyes.  The first half of the room was a play room.  It had a huge doll house and toys in plastic boxes.  There was a play mat on the carpet and at the end of the play mat there was a playpen. A big couch separated the room from play room to family room.  On the other side of the couch there was a fireplace with a big TV hanging over top. There were two other chairs and a coffee table.  At the end of the room there was another door but it was closed.  
 
Nana took MIchelle and said, "You sit here and play. I need to take Sarah to the potty."  Nana picked up a box, opened it up and set it in front of Michelle. 
 
Michelle just sat down on the play mat and looked around.  Nana then turned and walked towards the door at the end of the room.  I thought she was going to take me to the bathroom but she never took my hand. I stood there looking around until Nana came back out of the room carrying a pink plastic potty chair.  My eyes went very wide when I seen it. I started to back up away from her and the potty chair. 
 
"Come on sweetie. I think you need to try and go potty again before you have an accident." Nana said putting the potty chair down against the wall. 
 
"Uhm.. No I don't need to go." I said knowing full well I really did need to go. I just did not want to go on that.
 
"You are going to try for me." Nana said walking towards me.
 
"No. Can I  use the bathroom upstairs? I don't want to sit on that." 
 
She took my hand and pulled me towards the potty chair. It was like she never heard me.  Nana spun me around, pulled my shorts and training panties down. She put her hands on my shoulders and forced me to sit.  
 
I did not think my bum would even fit on the potty chair, but once I got down on it, it felt bigger then it looked.  My knees were a little higher then my waist but not to much higher.  It did not take long and I could hear my pee hitting the plastic.  I knew I had to go, but It came out faster then I thought it should. 
 
"That sounds like you did have to go Sarah.  Did you not even know you had to go?" Nana asked looking down at me.
 
I felt like a two year sitting on her potty.  I did not know what to say that would not make me sound like a toddler. I finally  said, "Yes I knew I had to go but I did not want to sit on this."
 
"Well get use to it. If I am going to help your Mommy get you potty trained then you are going to be sitting on that a lot.  I am going to let your Mommy take it home with her. It will make it much easier for her."
 
"I am potty trained. I don't need a potty chair." I said looking up at her feeling sick to my stomach thinking about having to sit on this thing. 
 
"Sweetie, you should be potty trained at your age, but you don't act like you are. Do you? I have a potty training chart that we are going to start using. I really think this will help you get out of those training pants.  Would that not be nice? You would be able to wear big girl panties to school in September." Nana said then walking to the coffee table and opening it up taking out a box of baby wipes and the potty training chart.  She put the box of baby wipes beside me and then held up the chart.
 
"See I just have to take my Granddaughters name of the top and put your name on it.  Do you know she is three years old and has not had an accident in a long time. Not even at night. You should be ashamed of yourself. A girl ten years younger then you has mastered potty training and here you are wearing training pants during the day still."
 
I felt like crying but I did not want to let her see that I was really upset.  Of course I did not want to be wearing training pants.  I have not had to wear them for months.  I was doing great before yesterday.  I could not hold it back any longer and I started to cry.  I put my hands up to cover my face. Sitting on a toddlers potty chair,  I am sure it was quite a sight for Michelle to see. I wish she had never came to stay with us. It she had not of come, i would be at the daycare right now with Mom helping her with the kids. 
 
"Oh sweetie don't cry. We will get you trained, even if it takes all summer." Nana said kneeing down and pulling a baby wipe from the box.  She pushed my legs apart and started to wipe between my legs. I jumped a little when the cold wipe touched me.  
 
Nana finished cleaning me up then helped me stand up.  She pulled my training pants and shorts back up and said, "Come on I will turn the TV on for you to watch."  She lead me to the couch and I sat down.  


Chapter 21.
 
Nana went over to Michelle. She came back holding onto her hand standing beside the couch.
 
"You sit up on the couch with your big sister and watch TV.  I will go and get you girls some drinks." she said to Michelle.
 
"She is not my big sister." 
 
"Thats right, sorry Honey. Anyway sit up there and I will be back in a little bit." Nana said pushing Michelle towards the couch.
 
Michelle got up on to the couch and Nana turned the TV on.  Nana then put the remote inside the coffee table and said, "No one is to touch the remote ok." 
 
I looked a the TV. She had put on the Treehouse channel  and Bubble Guppies was on.
 
"Can we watch something else please." I said hoping she could find something better then a little kids show.
 
"No. This channel is good for you too." Nana said, walking away heading for the upstairs.
 
I was waiting for Michelle to say something to me about me having to sit on a potty chair like a toddler in front of her, but she never did. 
 
I moved closer to her and said, "I don't think Mom told her that you are 17.   I would not mention the fact that you are. Just go along with what ever she does today and I will talk to Mom tonight. I don't think you want to upset Mrs. Walker, I know she can be very strict.  Believe me I have stayed here enough times to know that."
 
Michelle looked puzzled when I was talking. She put her hands up in the air and said, "So what am I suppose to do. Let her treat me like baby.  I have had enough of this.  The first chance I get  today and I am running far away from here."  
 
"What? Where are you going to run.  You do realize you are wearing a diaper and could hardly walk from my place to here.  How are you going to get anywhere?"
 
"I can take this stupid thing off, dummy.  Then I will call my friend and have her come get me.  I am not staying in this place any longer then I have to."
 
"Are you crazy?" I said. I could not let her run away. I think I am just getting her to trust me. I have so much more I want to try with her.  The way the hypnosis went the first time,  I want to try some other things to see what happens.   
 
"No I am not crazy. Are you crazy? You should want to run away from all of this too.  Unless you like being treated like a little kid."
 
"Come on this is dumb.  Do you really think my Mom is just going to let you run away?  Do you not think she will find you?  She is not going to let you run away when your Dad is on the other side of the world and she is suppose to be looking out for you. She will find you,  bring you back, and if you think the way she as been treating now is  bad,  just wait until she brings you back from running away. You will wish you had never even thought about running away." I said trying to scare her.
 
Michelle sat there looking at the TV.  I could tell she was thinking about what I had just said.  She turned back towards me and said,"Well maybe you are right, but I cannot spend all summer being treated like a baby, wearing diapers and sitting in highchairs.  Want else can I do?"
 
"Listen, just trust me.  Just go along with whatever Mrs. Walker does today.  Tonight I will talk to Mom. I will get her to start treating you the way you want to be treated. Ok."
 
"And how are you going to that. She treats you like a child if you have not noticed."
 
"Yes I noticed.  Don't worry about it. I know what to say to Mom. You just don't make it any worse then it is." I said knowing there was no way I would be able to get Mom to do anything different.  I am just hoping I can give Michelle a few more suggestions tonight after she falls asleep, so she does not ever think about running away again. 
 
"I am not sure I believe you can do anything, but alright, I will not cause any trouble today but you had better have me out of diapers by tomorrow." 
 
"I will. Come here." I said putting my arm around her shoulders and pulling her close to me so that her head was resting on my shoulder.  
 
Michelle leaned her head up against me and pulled her feet up and curled them up under her.  I laid back a little so that she could get comfortable. We sat watching TV until we heard Nana coming down the stairs.
 
Nana came down and walked around the couch.  She had a sippy cup in one hand and a baby bottle in the other.  
 
"Oh aren't you two the cutest. All snuggled up together on the couch. Here you go Honey." Nana said handing Michelle the baby bottle.
 
Michelle just looked at her. She did not reach out to take it. I reached out and took it from her and said, "I can give it to her Nana." 
 
I held it up to her lips and whispered in her ear, "Just get through today. This will not kill you." I pushed the bottle into her mouth and Michelle closed her lips around it.  I held it there for her, and a few seconds later she started to suck.  I sat back up took her hand and brought it up to the bottle and said, "Can you hold on to it so I can drink my own drink?" 
 
 Michelle sat up against the back of the couch, took the bottle in both hands and held it up so that she could drink from it.  The idea that I would be able to get her out of diapers and be treated like a teenager had her doing what ever I wanted. Here she was not putting up a fight about drinking from a baby's bottle just because she thinks I might be able to help her. 
 
I picked up my sippy cup and took a drink. Just as I got it up to my mouth I heard a click.  Nana had taken a picture of the two of us sitting on the couch.
 
"You two look so cute, I had to take a picture for your Mommy." Nana said laughing a little after.
 
 
Michelle took the bottle out of her mouth and was about to say something before I pushed her hands back up and the nipple in her mouth and then I said, "Nana do you have some cookies we could have?"
 
"I think I might just have some cookies."
 
Nana walked back up the stairs and I said to Michelle, "Sorry about that.  I just did not want you to say something we might both regret."  
 
Michelle pulled her bottle out and said, "All I was going to say was, she is not my Mommy."
 
I leaned back against the couch and took another drink. I was not real happy about drinking from a sippy cup but it was worth it, being able to watch Michelle drink from her bottle. 
 
I was surprised on how fast she was sucking the juice out of the bottle. Her bottle was almost empty when Nana came back down with a plate full of Arrow Root cookies.  She set them on the coffee table, took two off the plate and handed each of us one.  
 
"You must have been thirsty Michelle. Here let me get you some more." Nana said taking the bottle out of her mouth and turning to go back up stairs with it.
 
I sat eating my cookie and drinking out of my sippy cup.  I looked over at Michelle eating her cookie watching the TV.  I looked down at her waist.  I wondered if she had used her diaper yet or what she was going to do when so had to go.  Would she just go in her diaper or try and get Nana to let her sit on the potty. It will not be too long  before I had  my answer, as she as already drank one bottle and Nana is bringing her another.  
 
Nana came back down with Michelle's bottle and handed it to her.  This time Michelle took it and put it back in her mouth.  Once Michelle took the bottle, Nana sat down in a chair beside the couch, picked up a book and started reading. 
 
MIchelle started to lean up against my shoulder drinking her bottle.  I moved down on the couch, and put my feet up. I pulled Michelle up beside me so that she was between me and the back of the couch. I got her to rest her head on chest. 
 
I watched  her sucking away on her bottle and her eyes were starting to close. I rubbed her back and before long she fell asleep with her bottle still between her lips. The bottle was resting against my chest. I could hear Michelle sucking on the nipple but she was no longer getting any juice as it was down at the bottom of the bottle.  I looked over at Nana and tried to get her attention with out waking up Michelle.  Finally Nana looked at me. I put my finger up to my lips as to say, "be quite."  I motioned her to come over to me.  Nana put her book down and walked over to me.  She leaned down so I could whisper in her ear.
 
"Would you have a pacifier. I don't think Michelle should be sucking on this bottle when she is sleeping."
 
Nana walked towards the door that she had brought out the potty chair from.  She came back carrying a pink pacifier.  She handed me the pacifier and I carefully pulled the nipple of the bottle out of Michelle's mouth and replaced it quickly with the pacifier. Michelle never moved an inch.  I handed Nana the bottle and she put it on the coffee table. 
 
Nana  bent down and whispered in my ear, "Would you like me to put her in the playpen?" 
 
As much as I wanted to see Michelle sleeping in a playpen sucking a pacifier, I did not think she would stay asleep it she was moved, so I shook my head no. 
 
Nana went back over to her chair and started reading again. 
 
I laid there with seventeen year old Michelle, sleeping on my chest, sucking a pacifier,  hopefully wetting her diaper.